lot of it.
She didnât pause even when the patrolman and his companion slid in across from her. The patrolmanâs breakfast arrived with a brown bag for Leah and a wink from the waitress. âFor Goodyear, your blimp.â
âGoodyear?â The law looked up from his number one with ham.
âThe cat ⦠in the car. Heâs kind of big and fat like a ⦠Didnât you ever see the Goodyear blimp over cities or football games?â
His look was blank but he said, âOh, the cat.â He made Leah feel old.
When sheâd finished her breakfast she retold her story to the âlocal fuzz.â She assured them both that she had left marks on the manâs face, that she had not been raped, that she did not need a doctor, that even if it sounded crazy it was all true.
The sheriffâs deputy had her repeat her description of the attacker, told her of a cheap motel, and left.
Leah was stunned when the patrolman insisted on paying for her breakfast and escorting her to the Shangri-La. âNot every day I run into a beautiful blonde in distress.â He blushed.
She felt like giving him a motherly pat on the head and hoped that Shangri-La would prove less exciting than paradise.
Shangri-La stood at the very edge of the treeless town. On a treeless hill. Across from a treeless cemetery.
âYou stay right here now, so we can contact you when we hear something. Okay?â Heâd carried in her luggage, even emptied the trunk.
âOkay.â Leah felt a long way from Shangri-La as she looked around her room. She was getting the shakes again.
âShould we feed your blimp?â He looked at the greasy bag in her hand and the Siamese next to her left foot. God, did the creature heel, too?
âOkay.â She was so tired and at last so sated with food, she couldnât think. Sheâd forgotten the cat.
The patrolman spread out a feast of bits of sausage, bacon, and ham. There were five little cartons of half and half and he poured the cream into an ashtray. âYou need sleep. Iâll keep in touch. Good-bye, Miss Harper. You too, Goodyear.â
Goodyear was too engrossed in the feast to look up. Leah managed a wave and a âThanks.â
After the cat had gobbled all but the bag and the ashtray, he yowled at the door.
Leah opened it. âGood-bye, Goodyear, go find yourself a good home. I canât afford a pet and I donât really like cats. My mother had five and.â¦â
But Goodyear was gone. He hadnât even looked back.
Chapter Seven
Leah reached for the hot and cold handles of the bathtub ⦠and saw the tub in the house in Chicago ⦠and her motherâs body ⦠the bloody razor ⦠heard her own uncontrolled screaming.â¦
Would she ever be able to look at an ordinary bathtub again and see just an ordinary bathtub?
A shudder joined the shakes she already experienced. She lay back in the hot water and stared at the steam slowly clouding the tile. She must relax, soak away the soreness of her wild night, think of something other than her motherâs suicide ⦠what?
The cat. Heâd entered her world and left it as quickly as the big man with the shadowy eyes ⦠no, she wouldnât think of the man either. But heâd said she had a great body. That was nice to hear at thirty, even from a murderer. There were ugly swollen places on her wrists and ankles.
Sheâd think of the good days before her father died, when they lived in the comfortable house in the suburbs. Or she could think of later, her college days before the lawyer informed them that the money was running out, that theyâd have to find a less expensive life style, that Leah would have to leave the university and find a job if her younger sisters could hope for even a junior college.
Leahâs mother had never used her college degree. Unable to face the working world after her husbandâs death, she couldnât even