up.â
âIâm sorry.â
She nods.
âWhat about your second brother?â
âThatâs Isaac. Ainât seen him in near five years, since I was eleven. He swore heâd get free before he turned twenty. That wasââshe counts on her fingersââfive weeks ago. I gave up hope on seeing him, but then Ginny told me heâd meet me at Harp Falls.â
I remember that Ginny was Yorkshireâs Negress. My eyes pinch together. âHow did she know that?â
âIsaac musta told someone to tell her. Sheâs like our messenger, knows lots of folks. Sheâs the one who told me Iâd replace her, even helped me get my Moses wagon.â
âOh. Did she tell you where is this Harp Falls?â
âSomewhere between here and California.â She wrinkles her nose. âSo youâs from China?â
âMy parents were, but I was born in New York.â
âYour mama?â
I shake my head. âWhen I came early, the doctor turned her away because he had never delivered a Chinese baby. By the time Father found us, Mother was dead.â
And now he is, too. A tear breaks loose, but I bar the others from leaving. Father would be horrified if I gave in to all my Snake weaknesses. Annamae hands me a handkerchief, and I blow my nose. Then she pushes away the hair sticking to my face and frowns.
âYou got looks that could trip a fella. This ainât gonna be easy.â She pulls my chin from side to side. Her fingers feel cool against my hot skin. âWell, we can do one thing.â
She pulls sewing scissors from what seems to be a well-stocked saddlebag.
âTurn around,â she orders, pulling off my hat.
I recoil, remembering the fortune-tellerâs warning about warding off back luck. Yet I doubt my luck could get much worse than it is now.
Before I can speak, I hear a
snip.
I clasp my hands tightly together as the last shreds of my identity are shorn away.
Annamae holds up my hair like a tangle of seaweed she scooped from the ocean. I draw in my breath at the sight. By the time she finishes, my head feels lighter, airy even. I run my fingers through my shorn locks.
âItâll grow back,â says Annamae, giving me a stern look. She pats her bound chest, well hidden under the folds of her frock coat. âSo you know, we each have our battles to fight.â
I nod. She was right to cut it off.
She purses her lips, not satisfied. âStill too pretty. Keep youâs hat low even at night when weâre around people. Nothing we can do about our colors, though, short of Indian paint.â
âWe could wear handkerchiefs over our faces. But then weâre back to looking like criminals.â
She grabs a handful of dirt. As she brings it near my face, I recoil. âYou think thatâs necessary?â
âI know. I hate being grimy, too.â She rubs the dirt into my cheeks. I try to hold still. My eye catches on a piece of twine around her wrist with a single baubleâa brown rock with a hole in it. âJust think, youâs still clean under the dirt.â
When Iâm grubby enough to satisfy her, she pulls my hat low over my eyes and cinches the cord. The wet dirt on my face smells foul and makes me sneeze.
I dab my nose with my handkerchief. Annamae watches me fold the hanky into a neat square and clucks her tongue.
âAt least you got that fiddle. But you still gonna need to man it up.â She pokes at my soft thigh.
I flinch and eye her athletic build.
âI must run ten miles a day on chores, thatâs why Iâm so tough.â She chuckles.
âTen miles?â
She nods. âFemale slaves gotta do what we can to keep outta trouble. The less wag in your wagon, the better. You just got a few girl kinks to work out. Youâs wrists, for one. Too bendy. You ready to go?â
Before we leave, she digs a shallow grave with the heel of her boot, deposits in my severed
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