grown quite fond of it.â
âThatâs yours to keep, Henry.â Mr. Traskâs tawny eyes twinkled. âSold the store, now Iâm off to see the Pacific Ocean. That coast is ready to explode. Dreams are ripe for the picking in all that sunshine.â He grabbed his red suspenders and straightened his back, always managing to look taller than Father, though they were both a hand under six foot.
âIâm leading a train of seven. You ever think about heading west, Henry?â he asked.
Father turned his gaze on me, sweeping up coffee beans. âI think about it a lot.â
Mr. Trask and his wagon train stayed in town three more nights as they waited their turn on the ferry. He and Father went to Bellyâs Tavern every night after we closed up shop.
On the last night, Father removed Motherâs bracelet from our wooden safe and fingered the many-colored jade stones in the circlet. It was so dear, weâd bought the safe especially for it.
I looked up from my Latin reader in alarm. âWhat are you doing?â
After a long pause, he dropped the bracelet into a velvet pouch. Then he held the pouch in his hand, his eyes far away for a moment.
When he tucked the pouch into his pocket, I protested, âYouâre not selling it? Thatâs the only thing we have left. That
is
her. Youâre giving away Mother?â
He ignored my disrespect. âYou will see it again one day. Your mother would understand.â
âHow would you know?â I huffed.
He buttoned up his coat, then collected his walking stick. Before he left, he said in a voice more sorrowful than angry, âIt is not for children to question parents.â
That was the end of February, eighteen days ago.
I tell Annamae about Mr. Trask.
âSo what did your daddy want to do out there in California?â
âI donât know, exactly.â I press my fingers into my hard head. âHe tried to tell me, but I was still mad about the bracelet and wouldnât listen.â
âSo after you find this Mr. Trask, maybe heâll help you out. Look after you?â
âMaybe.â
âThatâs a comfort. Girl like you shouldnât be out by youâself.â
âNor a girl like you.â Something pokes my heel. I stop to shake a pebble out of my boot. She offers me her arm.
âOh, Iâve been taking care of myself for a long time. Practically a man already.â She snorts. âYou donât have to worry about me. So whatâs this Mr. Trask look like?â
âA few inches taller than you. Head like a nest with an ostrich egg in the middle, mustache, and a beaky kind of a nose. He always wore red suspenders and a white shirt. Not exactly the kind of man who stands out.â
âWell, my brother
is
the kinda man who stands out, tall as a lamppost, and good-looking, like his sisterââshe smilesââbut unlike your Mr. Trask, he wonât be just strolling pretty. You know the way to California?â
âFollow the Oregon Trail to the California Trail, is all I know.â
We trudge along.
âMaybe youâll find some folks who can help. Iâll go far as I can with you. But soonâs I find out where Harp Falls is, Iâve gotta be on my way. Could be tomorrow, could be next month.â
âI understand.â An anxious bubble forms in my stomach. Iâve known Annamae for less than a day, yet I feel bonded to her in the way common suffering can knit two souls together. Or maybe itâs just my small spleen talking. People with small spleens are notoriously cowardly.
âYou know any hymns?â asks Annamae.
âSure. âGod of Our Fathers.â âGlory Be.ââ
âDonât know those. You know âChains of Misâryâ? âMoses Split the Tideâ?â
âNo.â
She scratches her neck and her forehead crimps. Iâm about to suggest we might have better luck