the symbol of so many things that are wrong with this country. Iâm personally glad that theyâre not sure yet if theyâre rebuilding the park.â
âThereâs still Disneyland, though,â Ethan said. âAnd Disney in Paris, Tokyo, Hong Kong, Shanghai . . . Itâs not going anywhere, Disney. If they donât rebuild this one park, itâs because it seems too insensitiveâmost people have enough of a conscience to not properly enjoy a theme park directly on the spot where so many people died. But people hate the Judges; they donât hate Disney. If anything, Disney sales are through the roof right now. People see the mouse ears as solidarity. As if wearing a Mickey shirt somehow supports the victims.â
âUgh, that is so shitty and twisted,â Ari said, âandso exactly against the point of all this. I hope to God that people at least start thinking about what motivated the Judges. Maybe start doing a bit more to deal with all the blatant economic disparity going on. Because itâs not rightâitâs not
fairâ
that some kids get everything, and some kids are lucky to have one decent meal each day. I mean, come on. All four of us live in gorgeous brownstones, but weâre right up against people who can barely afford the rent of their tiny, roach-infested shitholes each month. And we didnât do a thing to deserve that.â
It was true, to some extent, but I still didnât feel comfortable with this idea that the Judges had a point, no matter how warped and terrible it had become along the way.
âHow else,â Ari continued, âdo you suggest these people should have gotten attention? You think protests would change anything? A crowd of
peasants
with posters screaming outside the castle gates?â
A few classmates in front of us turned in their chairs, their deep frowns and eyes like knives directed straight at Ari.
â
God
. Just stop talking, you crazy hippie freak. Do you even hear yourself?â The words came out in a snarl from a few rows over. I glanced up to see Carolina Matthewsâs perfect pink lips pursed in disgust as she rolled her eyes at Ari. A few classmates snickered.
Crazy hippie freak
. Carolinaflipped her golden curls and turned away from Ari with a dramatic sigh.
âHey. Ignore her. Let it go for now,â Ethan said, batting at Ari with his calculus textbook before she had a chance to bite back at Carolina. But Ariâs usual scowl had slipped, her blank face showing a rare trace of vulnerability. My heart ached for her, this real Ari. The Ari I knew was always there, just below the surface. âI know you wouldnât advocate killing thousands of innocent people for a cause, but youâre sounding scarily zealous right now. Maybe just scale it down a bit. In public, at least.â
âWhatever, Ethan.â Ari sighed, staring off toward the whiteboard at the front of the room. Ethan opened his mouth to say more, but then flipped through his calculus book instead, his eyes squinted as he seemed to study the page heâd landed on.
Only Deliaâs attention was still focused on me. She reached out slowly and gripped my hand.
I know. Iâm scared, too
, her eyes told me. I squeezed back. Iâd seen the sketches and paintings sheâd been working on in the past month; there was a new darkness there, a new gritty depth. Her art told me things she didnât always say out loud.
âOkay, guys,â Mrs. Valentine said, rising from the chair behind her desk. âLess chitchat, more
Handmaidâs Tale
. I asked you to think about whether this is a
feminist
work of literature or more a critique of feminism. Any volunteers?Hm? No? Okay, then, Ari, how about you? I know you had a lot to say about feminism and
The Scarlet Letter
 . . .â
I exhaled and slumped in my seat, letting Mrs. Valentineâs and Ariâs voices blur into a soft, calming hum
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