busboy.â
âDead?â
âYes.â
Katz nodded as if he had known it all the time. âAn innocent victim.â It was one of those redundancies Rehv heard Americans use quite often, like eternal damnation.
Katz stopped nodding. His face began to go the color of his hands. Rehv was surprised that he could look so angry. âSomething has to be done about this terrorism. Itâs turning this town into a hellhole. You peopleââ Katz stopped himself, and resumed in a quieter voice: âSome of your people, Isaac, Iâm not saying you, but some of the other refugees, are being very unrealistic. There is no Israel. There is Palestine. Israel is ancient history, like Bosnia and Herzegovina and the Apache nation.â
âBut there are still Apaches, arenât there?â
Katz grunted. âLook at them.â He paused to let that sink in. One of his hands twitched slightly, as though about to set off for Rehvâs knee, but it stayed where it was. âItâs what Iâve been trying to tell you, Isaac. Thereâs no going back, so the longer you stay marginal, the harder it will be to get into the game.â
But Rehv didnât feel like getting into the game. Maybe it was because of the waves in his head, maybe because of the hurt in his back.
Katz saw something on his face that he must have decided was discouragement. âBut donât get me wrong,â he said. âItâs not as tough as all that. My grandfather came from Russia without a dime, and in five years he owned his own house and was renting out the top floor.â He smiled brightly, hoping to kindle some enthusiasm. Quite suddenly, in mid-smile, he had a thought that made him start visibly. The teeth still showed, but the smile was gone.
âYou werenât involved in it, were you?â
âOf course not,â Rehv said.
âGood. Iâm glad to hear that, I can tell you.â He picked up his glass, drained it, and smiled again at Rehv. He did look very glad. He licked his lips and pulled his chair a little closer to Rehvâs. His tone softened, became confidential. âYou see, Isaac, Iâm Jewish. Thatâs the truth and Iâm proud of it. But first and foremost Iâm an American. And America is a Christian country. Step off this island, Isaac, and youâll find that itâs a very Christian country, and getting more Christian every day. Do you see my point, Isaac? Iâm just saying that terrorism is wrong, under any circumstances.â
Katz stood up and looked at his watch. Rehv saw that he had fumbled the usual leave-taking sequence: The polite way is to first show surprise at the time and then get ready to go. He felt a laugh begin to build uncomfortably, painfully inside him.
âMy God!â Katz said. âLook at this. And with an opening tomorrow.â He walked quickly to the door. âYouâll come, I hope?â
Rehv nodded and murmured something. Katz went out and down the stairs. Rehv held his breath as long as he could, and then let the laugh out like an embolism. He heard himself laugh and laugh. It was a raucous laugh with no humor in it at all. He and Sheila Finkle laughing together would be bedlam.
When the laugh finally died away, he swallowed two sleeping pills with the rest of the armagnac. Then he set the camp cot beside General Gordon, shut off the lights, and lay down. For a long time he looked at Gordon, yellow brown in the dingy light of the streetlamps, as if he had been toasted. He wanted to roll over and say to Naomi: âIf we get hungry we can always have him for breakfast.â
Later the drug wrapped its arms around him and he stopped thinking.
Too soon something punched a hole in the sleep that held him. It kept punching, insistent and mechanical, until he opened his eyes. It was still dark. The phone was ringing in the storage room.
He pushed himself off the cot in the darkness and carefully crossed