her watch, held it to her ear, then sighed and let her hand drop back to her lap.
Kyle wished Martha had not called again. It was too hard to talk with her. It brought up too many things she would rather keep locked away inside. Where was Marthaâs God all those years when Marthaâs own baby daughter was missing from her arms? Where was Kyleâs God now?
The tap on Kennethâs door had become a familiar sound over the past six weeks. âAm I disturbing you?â Abigail opened it a crack. âAre you ready?â
âCome on in.â He pushed back in his chair. âI have one more letter to approve, and we can be on our way.â
But instead of returning to the letter in front of him, he watched her enter, close the door, walk over, and sit down. Of all the traumas and stresses of the previous six weeks, nothing could have prepared him for the current situation with Abigail. The two of them were becoming friends. Not simply allies against the fear and the strain. Genuine friends. Abigail had the ability to say more with a lift of an eyebrow than most people could with an hour of words. And she knew the value of saying nothing at all, a quality he would never have expected to find in her. But it was there. And it had proven to be a powerful comfort.
Abigail asked, âHow is my girl doing?â
âThere are good days and bad days,â Kenneth replied. âToday was a bad day.â
âWhat happened?â
He shook his head and sighed the words, âThis is killing her, Abigail. I canât blame her for what she said.â
âOf course you canât.â The normally proud features held a depth of feeling he would never have expected. âBut it must still hurt terribly.â
âI made the mistake of talking about business at the breakfast table this morning. I have a dozen things that have been put on hold since Charles was born, and Iâve got to move on them. I want her to knowââ
âDonât tell her.â Abigail was firm, decisive. âJust do it.â
âItâs her company.â
âNot right now itâs not,â Abigail said. âHer world holds no space for anything but worry and grief.â
He nodded. Her determined stance helped mightily and granted Kenneth the ability to accept what he had not wanted to see. âAbigail, I owe you an apology.â
âKenneth, there is absolutely no needââ
âYes there is, and please let me say this.â He stopped and took a breath, trying to ease the pressure building inside. âEver since we first met, I have seen you as an adversary.â
âAnd with good reason.â
âPlease, this is hard enough as it is,â he said, raising a hand. âAll my life I have read about showing the love of God to others. Forgiving the wrongful acts as God forgets and forgives our own sins. And here, with my own mother-in-law, I have held on to my own barriers.â He had to stop there and breathe again. âI want to ask your forgiveness, Abigail.â
âThere is nothing to forgive.â
âYes, I do need your forgiveness. More than that, I donât know what I would have done without you these past weeks. I donât think I could have survived. I really donât.â
âStop, please, youâre going to make me cry.â Her mouth trembled between a sob and a smile.
âIâd like you to give me another chance. See if I can be the friend you deserve. And the son-in-law.â
Abigail reached inside her purse, pulled out a handkerchief, and dabbed at the corners of her eyes. âThere. See what youâve made me do. Is my makeup a mess?â
âYou look fine. As always.â
She extracted a compact, examined herself, and closed it with a snap. âI will tell you something I have never told another soul. When my husband and I were first married, he was struggling to set up this company. It was touch and
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