wedding. Iâve seen how you are at the company, diligent in your responsibilities and accepting a subordinate position. Anyone else in your place would be demanding a raise and a seat on the board.â
âThatâs simple enough. Iâve just been so happy with my life, I didnât need to grasp at anything further.â
âWait, let me finish.â Abigail continued her inspection of the outside world as Kenneth pulled through the crossroads. âI have also seen you with my daughter. And I have seen you in your worship. You are a good man, Kenneth. You deserve far more than I have been willing to give.â Abigail sighed and smiled weakly. âI suppose what I am trying to say is that you are not the only one who needs to apologize.â
They drove on in companionable silence as Kenneth entered the tree-lined streets of Georgetown. The car drummed over the rounded cobblestones, passing one quiet residential street after another. Kenneth finally said, âDo you think this doctor will really have anything new to offer us?â
Abigail hesitated as they turned down Kennethâs street. As soon as their house came into view, the door sprang open and Kyle rushed down the stairs, her impatience evident. Abigail said quietly, âTo be frank, I am beginning to feel like anything at all would be better for my daughter than more of this uncertainty.â
In the hospital ward, Kenneth stepped back so that he could watch his wife watch the baby. Kyleâs face was so drawn she looked older than her mother. It was no longer possible to fool himself. Abigail was right. This uncertainty was killing her.
âMr. Adams? Iâm Dr. Hearly.â The beefy man was tall and solid and carried with him an air of confidence. He turned to Abigail. âYou must be Mrs. Rothmore.â
âI canât thank you enough for seeing us, doctor.â
âYes, well, your friends made quite a case on your behalf.â He glanced toward the glass-fronted hospital bassinet. âAnd now that I have seen the baby, I can well understand why.â
He stepped forward to where Kyle stood by the crib, her fingers curled around the top corner of the glass cover. He inspected her face for a moment, his eyes and voice gentling. âAnd you must be Mrs. Adams.â
âHe just opened his eyes and looked at me. He can see me through the glass, canât he?â Kyle flashed a frantic glance toward the doctor, then turned back to the crib. âHeâs getting better. I know it.â
But the baby did not look well to Kenneth. Not at all. His own heart ached as he watched the helpless little infant trapped there on the other side of the glass.
The babyâs entire body was a faint blue. The eyes were clenched so tight his whole face was twisted and furrowed. Every once in a while the body gave a convulsive shiver, then went still. The little mouth was opened up wide, as though baby Charles wanted to scream and cry. Only there was no noise coming from the crib. None at all.
Kyleâs fingers seemed ready to claw through the glass. âCan I hold him?â were the words from her lips, but it was the desperation in her tone and expression that tore at Kennethâs heart.
The doctor continued his careful inspection of Kyle for a moment longer, then turned to the nurse hovering on the bassinetâs other side. âLet Mrs. Adams have the baby.â
âBut, doctorââ
âGive her the baby, nurse.â He waited until the nurse had turned off the oxygen and begun unfastening the catches before turning to Kenneth and Abigail. In a low voice he said, âWhy donât you both join me in the conference room.â
Kenneth turned to his wife. âWe wonât be long, honey.â
But Kyle did not reply. Kenneth wondered if she had even heard him. Her whole being was reaching out along with her arms to accept the tiny bundle.
The doctor waved them into chairs