Thatâs how carefully we have to play this sort of thing.â
Although he nodded, Murphy remained unconvinced. His previous articles had touched on subjects nearly as farfetched. Indeed, in his piece on lunar agriculture, he had playfully suggested that marijuana could be potentially useful as a cash crop. No one had complained about that. Yet any public discussion of UFOs appeared to be off-limits.
There was no sense in arguing the point, though. âI see,â he said. âIâm sorry if this has embarrassed the agency. That wasnât my intent.â
Ordmann smiled. âIâm sure that wasnât the idea, David. And believe me, I donât want to do anything that would stifle your creativity. When Kent brought this to my attention, I asked Harry to let me see some of the other things youâve done. Youâre a pretty good writer.â He chuckled a little. âYou know, back when I was a kid, I used to read this magazine when it was still called Astounding . It was one of the things that got me interested in space. Iâm glad to see that one of our people has this connection. Itâs a good way of touching base with the public.â
Then he shook his head. âBut I canât let you go off half-cocked like this. Have you done any other articles lately?â
âIs there anything else awaiting publication?â Morris asked more pointedly.
âNo, sir,â Murphy replied. âIâve been a little too busy lately to do much writing.â Which was only a half-truth. Although he had been involved with analyzing the data received from the Galileo space probe, he had also been collecting notes on the same for an article he hoped to pitch to Analog . Perhaps he should come clean. âIâve been thinking about doing a piece about Jupiter,â he added. âWhat Galileo tells us about the possibility of life in the Jovian system, that sort of thing.â
Morris ran a hand across his brow. There was no mistaking the look on his face: Christ, here we go again . Ordmann didnât seem to notice, yet he frowned slightly. âWell, if and when you write that piece ⦠or any other articles, for that matter ⦠I want you to forward a copy to Kent, just to let him see what youâre doing.â
âSend it to me before you submit.â Morris glared across the table at Murphy. âAnd let me know if itâs going anywhere else other than this magazine. Understand?â
Murphyâs stomach turned to glass. For him, writing was an intimate experience; he never let anyone, not even Donna, see what he was doing before it was published. Being mandated to show his work to someone before he sent it away was like being told that he had to set up a camcorder in the bedroom. Yet the Associate Administrator had just laid down the law, with no hope of compromise.
âI understand, sir,â he said quietly.
Ordmann smiled sympathetically. âDavid, youâre a fine writer. I donât want to do anything that puts a crimp in your creativity. But youâve got to contain some of your wilder ideas ⦠or at least while youâre working for NASA.â
And that was the bottom line, wasnât it? For all Roger Ordmann cared, David Zachary Murphy could write that the President was under mind control by aliens from Alpha Centauri and that the Air Force had a fleet of starships hidden at the Nevada Test Range ⦠but the moment he did so, he was out on the street. The last thing NASA HQ would tolerate was an in-house crank.
âI understand, sir,â Murphy repeated.
Harry exhaled as if he had been underwater for the last five minutes. He wasnât going to lose his job today. Morris looked like a hyena gloating over a giraffe carcass. âWell, then ⦠Iâm glad weâve got this settled.â Ordmann pushed back his chair, glanced at his watch. âNow, if youâll excuse me, Iâm running late for a
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