lapel pin that says, MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR .
Just a moment ago, I had been SO happy to see her. Really, I could have just kissed her a million times, because I was SO tired of this game. And waiting here with Mrs. Johnson, Christmas Muzak maniac, didnât make it any better. It made me feel CRAZY. And Iâm many things. I mean, I know I have at least one faultâIâm too organizedâbut Iâm not crazy!
Anyway, I threw my arms around Momâs shoulders, feeling the slippery, wrinkly polyester material. Then I tried to explain to her EVERYTHING that had happened. Of course, everything came out mumbled and garbled. But she thoughtâget thisâthat I was talking about some fantasy story I had made up.
How random. Now I stare at my mother, who thinks my life is a myth. âCan we go home?â Maybe if I take a shower itâll all go away.
Mom fingers my damp, limp hair. âItâll be okay, Little Love.â When she says that, in the same way she always does, my heart stops the galloping, and my whole body relaxes. âItâs okay, Ernestine,â she coos.
âErnestine?â I look up. My whole head feels unbalanced, like I just stepped off a tilt-a-whirl. âDID YOU JUST CALL ME ERNESTINE?â
Call Dad
âHeâll understand whatâs going on,â I state as Mom and I trek through the hallway. âHe, of all people, wonât call me Ernestine.â Weâre standing in front of the trophy case and Iâm gaping at my reflection in the volleyball plaque.
Mom bites her bottom lip. âOkay, look, Iâm sure you can talk to your father when he calls on Sunday.â
âSUNDAY? I canât wait that long. This is an emergency! Iâve got to speak to him now !â
âBe my guest. You know, you can call your dad anytime.â As sheâs talking, Iâm dialing his number on my cell. I still have that, at least.
The phone rings, and then Dadâs voice mail comes on. âHey, itâs Dirk. Iâm probably out doing a jog with my dog. Surfâs up. Leave a message.â
âDad, itâs me. Something terrible has happened.Itâs really bad. Worse than you can imagine. Call me back right away!â
Mom reaches out her arms to me like Iâm a little kid. âCan I give you a hug, Ernestine? I know how frustrating itâs been for you not always being able to reach him.â
âNO, this has NOTHING, do you hear me, NOTHING TO DO WITH DAD! Please go away.â
Mom sucks in her breath, and then she finally opens the door leading to the pickup circle in front of the school.
I feel lost.
Knock Knock?
âThere is no way Iâm going to be caught dead on that,â I say, folding my arms in front of my chest. In the parking lot, the one people use for cars, Mom points to her vintage bicycle built for two with lots of peeling paint and plenty of rust. âWhy did you have to pick me up on that thing ?â Ever since the divorce, Momâs gotten real serious about being green. And Iâm all for the environment but not when it creates unnecessary embarrassment. Iâll take the extra pollution, thank you. Thereâs an unwritten law at La Cambia that parents (or nannies) arenât allowedto pick up kids unless theyâre in a new Beamer or a Mercedes. Iâm serious. Iâve never seen anything else unless you count the four-wheel drive Volvos. But even those are a little subpar.
Mom lines up the numbers on her combination lock. âOh, well.â She throws up her hands. âGuess youâll have to stay in school, then. It sounded to me like things were pretty bad.â She stares at her wrist as if she has a watch (which she doesnât). âI even cancelled my appointment with Tosh this afternoon to clear the deck.â
âAw, big sacrifice,â I say. âCanceling with your medium. Couldnât he just like fly to you in your dreams or