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body flushed.
    We ordered sweet rolls and set about getting into conversational gear. At first it was small things, then sexual banter, then work. Shoptalk can kill a relationship, but so far I’d enjoyed it.
    She went first. Busy week, grading papers for the courses she taught, a full patient load, volunteering at a hospice. Eventually, we got around to talking about the previous night. Allison takes an interest in what I do—more than an interest. She’s attracted to the ugliest aspects of human behavior, and sometimes I wonder if that isn’t part of what cements us. Maybe it’s life experience. She was sexually humiliated as a teenager, widowed in her twenties, carries a gun in her purse, and loves to shoot at paper human targets. I don’t think much about it. Too much analysis, and there’s no time to live.
    I described the crime scene.
    She said, “Mulholland Drive. When I went to Beverly, we used to go up there to park all the time.”
    “We?”
    She grinned. “Me and the other alleged virgins.”
    “A religious experience.”
    “Not back then, you can be sure of that,” she said. “Young boys and all that—too much enthusiasm, not enough finesse.”
    I laughed. “So it was a well-known make-out spot.”
    “That you missed out on, you poor Midwest boy. Yup, my dear, Mulholland was the make-out spot. Probably still is, though there’s probably less lover’s lane stuff going on because kids are allowed to do it in their own rooms. I’m amazed at how many of my patients go along with that. You know the rationale: Better I should know where they are.”
    “There are two families who probably feel that way right now.”
    She pushed hair behind her ear. “Tragic.”
    The sweet rolls arrived, coated with almond slivers, warm. She said, “A vacant house. That creative we weren’t. They probably spotted the FOR SALE sign and the open gate, seized the opportunity. Poor parents. First the boy’s accident, now this. You said he changed. In what way?”
    “His room was a sty, and his mother claimed he’d once been neat. She didn’t say much. It wasn’t the time to press.”
    “No, of course not.”
    I said, “His ex-girlfriend’s father described him as obsessive.”
    “In what way?”
    “Showing up at the girl’s house unexpectedly. When she wasn’t home, he’d bug the father, hang around asking questions. The father also implied Gavin had been overly persistent with his daughter. His first reaction when he thought his daughter was dead was that Gavin had done something to her.”
    “That could be more like Protective Dad.”
    “Could be.”
    “Was there any postconcussive syndrome?” she said. “Loss of consciousness, blurred vision, disorientation?”
    “Some transitory memory loss is all the mother mentioned.”
    “The crash was ten months ago,” she said. “And the mother’s still talking about him as changed.”
    “I know,” I said. “The damage might’ve been permanent. But I’m not sure any of that matters, Ally. Make-out spots attract voyeurs and worse. Either Gavin and the girl were interrupted midcoitus, or they were positioned to look that way.”
    “A sicko.” She studied her sweet roll but didn’t touch it. Smiled. “To be technical.”
    “It’s a little early in the day for technical,” I said.
    “Mulholland Drive,” she said. “The things we do when we think we’re immortal.”
    *
    We strolled the three blocks to her office. Allison’s hand clasped my biceps. Her open-toed white shoes had generous heels, and that brought the top of her head to my bottom lip. A bit of ocean breeze lifted her hair, and soft strands brushed against my face.
    She said, “Milo volunteered for this one?”
    “He didn’t seem to need any convincing.”
    “I guess it makes sense,” she said. “He’s been looking pretty bored.”
    “I hadn’t noticed.”
    “You’d know better, but that’s how it’s seemed to me.”
    “He’ll be getting plenty of stimulation on this