same air of confidence, the same dazzling smile. Maybe sheâ
âAre you the tooth fairy?â
A childâs voice abruptly startled me out of my thoughts. I whipped around to see a little girl wearing shorts and a Disney princess T-shirt,staring at me from the bedroom doorway. She had long blond hair with bangs and the kind of poreless skin you usually only see on dolls. I wasnât very good at estimating kidsâ ages, but I guessed she was about four. âWh-who are you?â I stammered. âHowâd you get in here?â
âIâm Sophie. I came in through the doggie door.â She looked up at me, her brown eyes solemn. âAre you the tooth fairy? âCause my sister has a loose tooth.â
âUmm, no. No, Iâm not.â I grabbed the robe and hurriedly pulled it on. âWhat are you doing in here?â
âI came to see Snowball and Mizz McCauley. Sometimes she gives me cookies.â
That sounded like Gran. Grinning, I struggled to fasten the sheer robe, which was fitted on top and held together by a rhinestone clasp at the waist. âSheâs not here right now. Do you drop in through the doggie door very often?â
âSometimes.â She tilted her head up and looked at me hopefully. âI know where the cookie jar is.â
I laughed. âWell, then, why donât you show me?â I followed her into the kitchen, the floaty circle skirt of the robe billowing around me. She dragged a chair from the breakfast table to the counter, the leg screeching on the wooden floor. She climbed up, stood on the seat, and reached for the cat-shaped jar on the counter. Lifting the lid, she pulled out an oatmeal cookie. âWould you like one?â she asked politely.
I smiled at her hostessing skills. âYes, thank you.â
âYouâre welcome.â She handed it to me, then extracted another cookie. Replacing the lid with great care, she set the cookie on the counter, climbed down, moved the chair back to the breakfast table, then retraced her steps to retrieve her treat. She carried it to the red stool in the cornerâthe stool where Iâd spent hours as a child watching Gran bakeâclimbed up, and regarded me. âAre you a princess?â
I looked down at the floaty negligee and smiled. âNo. Iâm Mrs. McCauleyâs granddaughter.â
âNuh-uh.â She shook her head. âYouâre too old to be a granddaughter.â
An irrational sense of dismay swept through me. Ever since Iâd turned thirty, Iâd become sensitive about my age, and as the numbers crept higherânext fall Iâd be thirty-twoâso did my awareness of my biological clock.
âYou look more like a mommy,â Sophie said, biting off an edge of cookie and considering me as she chewed. âBut youâre dressed like a princess or the tooth fairy.â
It took some effort, but I didnât laugh. âI promise Iâm neither. But, Sophieâdoes your mom know where you are?â
She nodded solemnly. âMy mommy knows everything.â
Her mother must have told her the old âmothers have eyes in the back of their headsâ line that had made me search through my motherâs hair while she was asleep.
âSheâs in heaven,â Sophie continued. âShe lives there with God.â
âOh.â The geoplates of my heart shifted. Losing my mother at the age of twenty-eight had been horrible. I couldnât imagine losing a mother as a preschooler. âWell, your dad must be worried about you.â
âNah. Heâs busy.â
âSo whoâs watching you?â
âGramma was, but she left and Aunt Jillian took over.â
âSo . . . whatâs Aunt Jillian doing?â
âSheâs busy with Daddy.â She took another bite and chewed. âMy sister hopes sheâs gonna be our new mother.â
Ooo-kay. I wondered just how busy they were.
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