he lowered his fork to the plate, and looked across the table into her big, luminous green eyes.
Her asking such a question was telling, he thought, for it revealed sheâd noticed his always wearing the ring in the first place. He reasoned that you wouldnât notice such a thingâor its absenceâif you hadnât been watching a person fairly closely.
The thought flattered his ego.
He was also grateful that their conversation had finally become a little more personal. During the drive over to Batemanâs Bay, Emma had been quiet and tense. Jason had had the awful feeling she was regretting coming with him, regretting having anything to do with him at all. Sensing her mood, he hadnât pressed her with any questions of his own, keeping the conversation light and inconsequential. Heâd tried amusing her with an account of his relationship with Nancy so far, but, whilst sheâd laughed at the right moments, heâd suspected her mind was elsewhere. Ratchitt, probably.
Now he wasnât so sure. Her eyes were focused on his face with a concentration which was total and exclusive. He almost preened under the triumphant and very male feelings her intense gaze evoked.
âI took it off,â he said. âAnd left it off.â
âBut why?â she asked, perplexed. âIt was a beautiful ring.â
âAdele gave it to me.â
âOh,â she murmured, and looked down at her largely untouched Mongolian lamb.
âShe gave me this watch too,â he added matter-of-factly. âAnd itâs going to be replaced in the morning as well.â
Her eyes lifted, confusion in their depths. âYou sound so calm about it.â
âI am calm about it. They have no meaning for me any more. I donât want anything of hers around me,â he finished with a betraying burst of emotion.
Her smile was rueful. âYou still love her.â
âMaybe. But I certainly wonât for ever. Time cures all wounds, Emma.â
âThatâs a simplistic statement for a doctor to make, Jason. Time doesnât always cure. Some wounds fester further. Some become ulcers. Some turn into gangrene, and ultimately kill.â
There was a momentâs stark silence between them. Jason was horrified at the depth of her pain over that creep. God, how she must have loved him! Was he foolish in thinking she would ever get over him, that they could be happy together? Was his ego overriding reality?
âWhat are you going to do with them?â she asked abruptly. âThe ring and the watch.â
âIâll post them to one of my brothers. Jerry, I think. Heâll love them.â
âOne of your brothers,â she repeated slowly, and shook her head. âIâd forgotten you would have a family somewhere. Iâm used to being alone, you see. I forget other people have parents and brothers and sisters.â
âActually, I donât have any parents any more. My motherâs dead and my fatherâs God knows where. He ran out on Mum the year I was born. I donât have any sisters, either, but I do have five older brothers. I had six till Jack was killed in a motorbike accident, which leaves James, Josh, Jake, Jude and Jerry, working from the eldest down. Iâm the youngest. Mum liked boyâs names starting with J, as you can see.â
She smiled at that. âAnd where are they, your brothers? What are they doing?â
âScattered to the four corners of the earth. Since Mum died we donât keep in touch much. Typical boys, I guess. But Jerryâs closest to me in age and I have a soft spot for him. Heâs not too bright, works in a clothing factory in Sydney and doesnât earn much. Heâs not married and lives in a boarding house. I send him some money sometimes. And clothes and things.â Actually he hadnât sent Jerry anything for ages, not since his break-up with Adele. His mind had been elsewhere. He vowed
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