thought that at least the woman had had taste in menâs clothes.
She came to mind again as he slipped on the sleek gold watch and the onyx dress ring he always wore. Both had been presents from Adele, bought in the first year of their three together. Sheâd given him quite a few personal gifts in those early days, mostly to enhance his new status as her partner.
Jason felt no personal attachment for the gifts any more. Usually he wore them without a second thought. But it didnât seem right to wear them when he was going out with the woman he was going to marry. He compromised by leaving the ring off but wearing the watch, because he liked knowing the time. Still, he determined to buy himself another watch in the morning. Something less flashy.
Scooping up his wallet and car keys, he turned and went forth to make his destiny.
Emma was ready and waiting for him, as pretty as a picture in a dress just made for her pale colouring and willowy slenderness. Round-necked and long-sleeved, it was mainly cream, but tie-dyed with splashes of peach and the palest orange. The material was light and crinkly, the style on the loose side, skimming over the gentle rise of her bust and falling in soft folds to her ankles. Her fair curly hair had obviously been shampooed and especially conditioned, for it shone in contrast to the previous nightâs dullness. Her face had some colour tooâthanks to some lipstick and blusher, perhaps? Her eyes looked huge, even though he could see no visible make-up around them. When her neck craned back to look up at him, a faint smell of lavender wafted from her skin.
She looked like something from another world. A unique treasure to be cherished and cared for.
Was that how Ratchitt had seen her when heâd pursued her? Or was Emma just another notch on his belt? Had her purity enraged or enslaved him? Jason couldnât see the rotter whoâd been described to him as having any sensitivity. Heâd probably only asked Emma to marry him because he thought sheâd come across once a ring was on her finger.
Jason was glad heâd failed to get what he wanted. He didnât deserve her. Men like him didnât deserve any decent woman, let alone his Emma.
And that was how he saw her now. His Emma.
âYou look lovely,â he said, his eyes raking over her with what he hoped wasnât too impassioned a gaze. But, dear heaven, he did desire her. Yet so differently from the way heâd desired Adele.
Adele, heâd wanted to ravage. With her, heâd wanted to take, never to give. After all, Adele was one of those liberated females who shouted to therooftops that they were responsible for their own orgasms, and she had been, at times. He and Adele hadnât made love, he now saw. Theyâd had sex. Great sex, it was true. But still just sex, the only aim being mutual physical satisfaction.
Emma made him want to give. Jason had no doubt that his priority when he made love to her would be to give her the most wonderful experience in her life, an experience which would banish Ratchitt from her mind for ever. His own pleasure would be secondaryâ¦which was an extraordinary first for him when it came to sex. Maybe he had changed, after all!
âYou look very nice yourself,â she was saying. âVeryâ¦handsome.â
At least she hadnât said rich.
âThank you. Shall we go? My carâs out in the street. There again,â he added, smiling a wry smile, âmy carâs always parked out in the street.â
That was one thing his new house didnât have. A garage. There was room in the back yard, but no access down the side.
You canât have everything in life, sonâ¦
Jason glanced over at Emma, and his smile softened.
Maybe not, Mum. But Iâm getting closer.
CHAPTER FOUR
âW HAT happened to your ring?â
Jason was about to fork a honeyed prawn into his mouth when Emma posed the unexpected query. Slowly,