He never told me that. Never showed me. He was only ever my friend.â Her throat moved as she swallowed down emotion. âBut Roger wasnât. I should have known that he might be dangerousâshould have known that Bryan might be in danger. It was my fault. He was my friend, and I failed him.â The tears fell harder now as she wept for the loss Liam had solely borne.
Their father hadnât had much to do with Bryan before he died, so he hadnât missed him much when he was gone. Neither had Bryanâs mother, whoâd just used his loss as another excuse to lose herself in a bottle. Liam had thought he was the only one whoâd really cared about Bryan.
He closed his arms around her and pulled her tight against his chest. âI failed him. Not you. I did.â
She pulled back and stared up at him. âHow? You were just a kid then.â
âJust a couple years younger than he was,â he reminded her. âI could have done more. Should have done more.â
âLiamâ¦â
âIâve carried that guilt for twenty years,â he admitted. âAs much as I blamed you, I blamed myself for not stopping him from looking for you. I blamed myself for his death.â
She shook her head. âNo. You couldnât have known the danger he was in. I should have. Iâm the one who failed him. And if I were you, if it was my sister whoâd been killed, Iâd probably hate you.â
âI could never hate you,â he said. âKnowing now how wrong I was about you, I understand what Bryan saw in you. I see it, too, in your paintingsâin the way you made love with me.â His body hardened in remembrance of exactly how sheâd moved, how sheâd met his every thrustâ¦and how sheâd touched him as no one else ever had. âHell, I even understand the vampireâs obsession with you.â
In his own way, Liam had been obsessed with her, too. But heâd wanted to kill her, not fall in love with her. He worried that he was doing just that, thoughâfalling for her.
âYou donât hate me,â she agreed, blinking back the tears sheâd wept for his brother. âBut you donât trust me, either, or you wouldnât have brought the stake in here, wouldnât have stashed it next to the bedâ¦.â
âAs a marine, Iâm trained to always be prepared for anything.â Heâd also learned to trust no one. Her seduction could have been a trap, a way to lower his defenses before she attacked. He hadnât had enough control to not make love with her, but heâd had enough sense left to bring a weapon in case heâd needed it.
âThere are some things you canât be prepared for,â she said, and as she studied him through narrowed eyes, he suspected he was one of those things.
He hadnât been prepared for her, either. Even if sheâd threatened him, he doubted he would have been able to plunge the stake in her heart. He regretted just having to push her out of the bed, so she wouldnât get caught in the middle of his battle with the vampire. He couldnât hurt her. Physically. But heâd hurt her emotionally with his mistrust of her.
âRoger will be coming back,â she warned him, âand he wonât come alone. Heâll tell the others that you know about the society. You canât fight them all.â
Just like he couldnât fight his feelings for her, no matter how much he betrayed his brotherâs memory by falling for the woman who was the love of Bryanâs life.
âYou have to leave,â she said, scooping up his clothes from the floor. âYou need to get as far away from Zantrax as you can.â
âThey can fly,â he pointed out. âYou think I can outrun them?â
âNo. But if youâre gone when they come here, I can explain. I can tell them what Roger did. I may be able to get them to make an exception for