answered, so I tried to talk through the keyhole.
âPlease, come out,â I said. âPlease?â
I imagined that Grandmother was standing on the other side of the door, and I closed my eyes and pictured her kindly face and happy smile. I talked through the keyhole for a long time, then sank to my knees and curled up on the floor. After a while, my mother came up to find me.
âWhat are you doing?â she asked.
âIâm talking to Grandmother.â I sobbed. âI want her to come out.â
âYou want her to come out of this room here?â my mother asked. âSheâs not here, little one. She lives in Prague. Did Mrs. Nedbal tell you that she lives in this room?â
âI think so,â I sniffed.
âOh, Trumpet,â my mother sighed. âThis is your grandmotherâs room, but she doesnât live here. She just keeps her furniture in it. My parents live in a big apartment in Prague. This used to be their summer house until they were forced to give it up.â
âDid Daddy make her go away?â
âNo. My parents owned too many houses and the housing committee made them give some of them up. They gave this one to me so that we could keep it in the family, and then we had an argument. My mother and my sister are trying to get it back.â
âCanât they just come and live here?â I asked.
âI donât think they want to,â my mother said sadly. âItâs very hard to explain, but your father and I arenât friends with my parents anymore. We think they did a bad thing, and they donât like us because we tried to stop them.â
âYou killed Mr. Carp!â I said accusingly.
âAh, so thatâs why youâre crying,â she smiled. âWe killed him so that we could have a traditional Christmas. If you kill a carp and dry some of his scales and put them in your purse, it means youâll have lots of money next year. Besides, if we didnât kill him, he would have died anyway. Once you take a fish out of its pond, it doesnât last very long.â
âBut I liked him.â
âWell, weâll be having him for dinner,â my mother explained. âAnd heâll taste very nice, because he was fresh. Fresh fish always tastes better than the fish you can buy at the market.â (The only fish you could buy at the market was the kind that came in cans.)
My mother pulled a handkerchief out of her pocket and made me blow my nose. She ruffled my hair and talked to me until I cheered up, and then she took me into the living room where my sister was sitting with her book.
âWhy donât you take Dominika for a walk?â my mother asked her. âYou could go to the river and feed the swans.â
âNow?â my sister frowned. âIsnât it early? What time is the Baby Jesus supposed to come?â
âI think he might be a little early this year,â my mother said. âDominikaâs a bit restless and a walk might do her good.â
âCan we take Barry?â I asked.
âYes, take Barry with you,â my mother agreed. âHeâs alone in the garden, looking miserable.â
I glanced out of the living-room window and saw Barryâs huge head sticking out of his kennel. His face was sad and the bags around his eyes seemed even bigger than usual.
â Ahoj, Barry!â I called out.
Barry immediately cheered up. He emerged from his kennel, wagging his tail.
âWeâre going to feed the swans!â I told him.
Klara let out a deep sigh and went to put on her jacket and a scarf. She was thirteen now, and the novelty of having a little sister had worn off. She had become quiet, because I did enough talking for both of us and the older I got the harder it was for her to get a word in edgewise.
âWhat time do you want us to come back?â she asked.
âLetâs see.â My mother checked her watch. âItâs