terrified to confess that weâd erased Shelbyâs history project off the computer.
I bite the inside of my cheek. Yes, we should turn it in, but I say, âNo,â and I force myself to sound confident. âLike you said, maybe Constance left the diary for someone to use. Anyway, itâs ours now, and possession is half the law.â
âNine-tenths.â
âWhatever. No oneâs looking for this.â Iâve convinced myself. âNo one wants it.â
Neither of us points out that just because no one knows the diary exists doesnât mean it isnât valuable. That the right thing would be to hand it over to my mom. Or to Mr. Cates, who has perched on his desk again and is reading a poem to himself. Heâs smiling.
I smile too. âHe said to use whatever inspires us.â
Adam looks from Mr. Cates to the diary to me. His face is set.
âOur secret?â I offer my pinky.
Adam wraps his pinky around mine, and we move our locked fingers from my forehead to his, adding this promise to a long line that stretches back beyond my memory.
I shift the bookmark out of the way, and the strong scent of rosemary brings with it flashes of the island, where that piney smell infuses everything. Long, desperate games of Capture the Flag. Shelby lifting me up so I could hide the flag in the crook of a tree. Adam throwing and throwing and throwing the boat rope until he could lasso like Indiana Jones. Shelby reading aloud from
The Golden Compass
and then all of us playing that we were hiding from the Gobblers, who snatch children and, worse, snatch their souls, even though Shelby was technically too old to play pretend by then.
âListen to this.â Adam pulls me back to now.
âThe rosemary thrives.
â His eyes are wide, and his voice is just louder than a sigh. âDo you think the book is really writing back?â
I want to say yes, but a more practical response comes out. âConstance and her dad lived on the island before the â24 flood. Heâs the one who planted the rosemary, remember?â
âStill, you, like, moved the bookmark, which is rosemary, and I mean, you actually
are
Rosemary, and then the book saysââ
âThe book doesnât âsayâ anything. It was written a long time ago. Look.â I use my most matter-of-fact voice. âItâs weird the island has rosemary growing on it, as our science teachers always point out. But itâs exactly because itâs weird that it makes perfect sense she would mention it in her diary.â I donât know why Iâm working so hard to stifle the thrill that wants to rise up.
Adam gives me a long look. âOkay.â
Mr. Cates sets down his book, holds out his arms like a preacher, and summons our attention. âClass, the bell will ring in two minutes. Next session weâll be in the library so you can start to research your poetâs biography. Youâll need to select your poet by then.â
Adam and I look at each other, and we donât need to say anything. Of course our poet will be Constance Brooke.
Mr. Cates continues, âGet down your last thoughts before the bell chases away the muse.â
I turn back to Adam. âWe canât writeââ
âWe already did,â Adam reminds me, turning ahead to the middle of the book. âThis page is blank.â
I peer at it closely to make sure. No faded writing appears.
I take a breath like Iâm jumping into cold water and write,
Words outlast stone. Poems are words.
âVery clever,â Adam snorts.
âFine. You do it.â
Rosemary remembers,
he scrawls.
Rosemary is an herb and a person.
âYou started off well,â I say.
We watch the page, waiting to see if the book will write back. It doesnât, of course. How could it?
My brain is still untangling equations from algebra when Adam grabs my arm and steers me toward the library. âLetâs look
A. A. Fair (Erle Stanley Gardner)