to be queen.â
âThere must have been another way!â he repeated.
âIt was the best way for all our people.â
âHow do you even know there were traitorsââ
She cut him off again. âI have ways, Ven. Ears in places you canât imagine. Voices that whisper to me on the wind. There are no secrets that are safe from me.â
He quit pacing and stared at her again. âYouâre using the spirits to spy on your people?â This was getting worse and worse. If people knew . . . âWhy are you telling me this? You know I wonât approve. Canât approve. What you did . . . it was outside of your promises to the Crown. You know I canât allow you to do this ever again. The council must be told, and they will ruleââ
âYou will not tell them,â Queen Fara said.
âFara, Iâm sorry, but I must.â
âYou donât have the right to call me that anymore.â
More softly, he said, âYour Majesty. Canât you see what you are doing is wrong? Using the spirits to spy on your own people? Using them as weapons against your own people?â Rot beneath the veneer, he thought.
She laughed, a brittle sound that was devoid of even a shred of humor. âYou ask why I told you: I hoped youâd understand. Oh, Ven, I hoped youâd stand beside me, that weâd be as we once were. I hoped youâd see the need for silence.â
No . Ven didnât believe her. It didnât make sense, and he believed strongly in things making sense. If that was her goal, sheâd never have confessed to something she knew heâd find abhorrent. Sheâd never have told him she was responsible for all those deaths. . . . He thought of that family again, of the look in the littlest girlâs eyes, and he couldnât imagine what Faraâs game was or why she was trying to manipulate him. What he did know was that whenhe came bearing tales of death and horror, he expected a different response, especially since he did not believe either that the villagers were traitors or that sheâd intentionally caused their deaths. âIf you value what we were at all, donât lie to me.â
Her false smile faded. âThe truth then? I cannot allow you to speak to the council. What happened in Greytree was a tragedyâa random, isolated accidentâand it must stay exactly that. It cannot be linked to me, and you must never suggest to anyone, much less the council, that my power is failing. It is not, and to bring a formal accusation . . . Raising such doubts about me would have catastrophic repercussions.â
âI have a duty to Aratay, to the council, to the throneââ
âTo me!â
âTo our people!â
âThen you give me no choice. I must discredit you. Champion Ven, you are hereby stripped of your seat on the Council of Champions. You are exiled from the palace, in full disgrace, with all rights to a private audience with the queen suspended.â
Heâd thought heâd seen enough of the world that he couldnât be shockedâhe, Ven, one of the Queenâs Champions, was supposed to be hard and experienced, or at least bitter and jadedâbut he felt like a just-born chick caught in the talons of a hawk, too stunned to even squawk. He hadnât committed any crime. Heâd never betrayed his queen, even when he disagreed with her, even now. She couldnâtâ
âI will tell the council that you became distraught and attacked me,â she continued, âafter I rejected your attempts to rekindle our romance. Any attempt you make to speak against me will be dismissed as the bitter rantings of an ex-lover. You will have no credibility with the other champions or anyone. Between whatâs known of our past history and the testimony of the guards who witnessed your violent attack on my royal person, everyone will believe me, and peace
Healing the Soldier's Heart