problem. Wenz will radio if he finds anything. Any sign of trouble yet?â
âNothing other than the tension on the ship. I think having passengers is making the crew antsy.â Laz hadnât captained the crew of a tanker before. His small sailing yacht back home was just right for himself to crew. He had no problems giving orders, but a part of him was leery of having all these men under his command because he just didnât know them. He trusted Hamm but beyond that he wasnât sure of any of the other men.
âMakes sense,â Savage said. âThey are used to being themselves without witnesses.â
âTrue.â
âYou doing okay?â Savage asked.
Laz thought about it for a minute before answering. He didnât want to admit that seeing Savage and then Mann marry had him thinking about his future and whether heâd ever find a girl to settle down with. He especially didnât want to say that now when he was in the middle of a tense mission.
âYes. I like being at sea and making sure the ship is in top shape. To be honest I could almost see myself doing this.â
âUh oh, thinking of leaving our group?â
âNever. But this is a glimpse at what my life could have been.â
âI know the feeling.â
âIâve got to get back to work. Iâll look forward to hearing from Wenz. Laz out.â
âSavage out.â
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The first-aid office was really all that the medical facility was. It had a battered desk that was bolted to the floor, as was all furniture on the ship. A cabinet held rudimentary medical supplies.
âDoes this kind of fighting take place often on board?â Daphne asked Hamm after Renault was patched up and had left to talk to the Captain.
Hamm was the second in command on the ship and had a friendly next-door kind of face. She realized that he had a way of moving that was completely silent.
âSometimes. Depends on the crew. Tankers are a world of their own for the length of the cruise so we tend to just do our own thing. Iâm not sure what those boys were fighting over.â
âMen can be that way,â she said, thinking of her own boys, who just got testy sometimes with each other, and needed to slug it out to get back to normal. Sheâd been surprised at first at that type of behavior in her boys. Sheâd done everything to discourage violence, but sheâd noticed from a young age that their play involved more physicality.
âBoys can be that way,â Hamm said. âMen learn to control themselves.â
She tilted her head to the side. âIâm sorry. I was only thinking of my boys, who can be that way sometimes. I didnât mean to offend you.â
âYou didnât. I just wanted to make sure you knew that men can control their tempers,â Hamm said.
âIâve never been in a situation like this,â she said.
âWhy are you here?â he asked. âPardon me for asking but this seems about out of your milieu.â
She smiled at the way he said it. He was trying to be polite but being here wasnât her thing. Serving on the board for Doctors Across Watersâthat was her thing. Traveling across the world on a tankerâ¦that was not like her.
But sheâd changed. Been forced to realize that her life wasnât on one set path. She had choices. And sheâd made this one because she was tired of always wanting to make a difference in lives but never leaving her practice or her office.
She wanted to be an adventurous person, she thought. Part of it was because of Paul and the way her marriage had ended, but a bigger part had been when her youngest son Lucas had declined to go on a scouting trip because he didnât want to risk being out of the city.
She realized her reluctance to face her own fears had been passed on to her boys. And she wantedâno, neededâto be a positive influence on them. They were the one thing