She checks it and gives what sounds like a sigh of relief. â Merci. Putain , heâs here. I have to go.â Then she turns and looks up at theapartment building. âYou know what? Fuck this evil place.â Then her expression softens and she blows a kiss toward the windows above us. âBut at least one good thing happened to me here.â
She pulls up the handle of the little case then turns and begins stalking toward the gate.
I hurry after her. âWhat do you mean, evil?â
She glances at me and shakes her head, mimes zippering her lips. âI want my money, from the divorce.â
Then sheâs out onto the street and climbing into the cab. As it pulls away, off into the night, I realize I never managed
to ask whether what she had with my brother was ever more than a flirtation.
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I turn back toward the courtyard and nearly jump out of my skin. Jesus Christ. Thereâs an old woman standing there, looking
at me. She seems to glow with a cold white light, like something off Most Haunted . But after Iâve caught my breath, I realize itâs because sheâs standing beneath the outdoor lamp. Where the hell did she
appear from?
â Excuse-moi? â I say. â Madame? â Iâm not even sure what I want to ask her. Who are you , maybe? What are you doing here?
She doesnât answer. She simply shakes her head at me, very slowly. Then sheâs retreating backward, toward that cabin in the
corner of the courtyard. I watch as she disappears inside. As the shuttersâwhich I see now must have been openâare quickly
drawn closed.
Saturday
Nick
Second floor
I lean forward onto the handlebars of the Peloton bike, standing up in the saddle for the incline. Thereâs sweat running into
my eyes, stinging. My lungs feel like theyâre full of acid, not air, my heart hammering so hard it feels like I might be about
to have a heart attack. I pedal harder. I want to push beyond anything Iâve done before. Tiny stars dance at the edges of
my vision. The apartment around me seems to shift and blur. For a moment I think Iâm going to pass out. Maybe I doânext thing
I know Iâm slumped forward over the handlebars and the mechanism is whirring down. Iâm hit by a sudden rush of nausea. I force
it down, take huge gulps of air.
I got into spinning in San Francisco. And bulletproof coffee, keto, Bikramâpretty much any other fad the rest of the tech
world was into, in case it provided any extra edge, any additional source of inspiration. Normally Iâd sit here and do a class,
or listen to a Ted Talk. This morning wasnât like that. I wanted to lose myself in pure exertion, push through to a place
where thought was silenced. I woke just after five a.m. , but I knew I wasnât going to sleep, especially during that fight in the courtyard, the latestâand worstâof many. Getting
on the bike seemed like the only thing that made sense.
I climb down from the saddle, a little unsteadily. The bike is one of the few items in this room besides my iMac and my books. Nothing up on the walls. No rugs on the floor. Partly because I like the whole minimal aesthetic. Partly because I still feel like I havenât really moved in, because I like the idea that I could up and leave at any moment.
I pull the headphones out of my ears. It sounds like things have quieted down out there in the courtyard. I walk over to the
window, the muscles in my calves twitching.
I canât see anything at first. Then my eye snags on a movement and I see thereâs a girl down there, opening the door to the
building. Thereâs something familiar about her, about the way she moves. Difficult to put my finger on, but my mind gropes
around as if for a forgotten word.
Now I see the lights come on in the apartment on the third floor. I watch her move into my line of sight. And I know that
she has to be something to
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