neither can you. Do you know how I know this for certain?â He looks right into me with those fierce eyes of his. âBecause my own Grandfather could not be bent or broken, and neither could my father. And, so far, nor can I. And you are made from the same material as the men who came before you.â
I close the blade and slip the jackknife back into my pocket. My mother opens the back door of the car, and slides onto the back seat.
âI am not a deeply religious man, Philip,â my grandfather says, âbut there is one saying I learned back in Sunday school that has always stuck with me: God helps those who help themselves . Your situation will not change unless you stand up and do something about it. Are you ready to stand up?â
âWill you come to the school with Mom and me?â I ask him.
âYes. I will.â
âDo you think theyâll punish Graham and Grant for what they did to me?â
âThere is no insurance in life, Philip. There are no guarantees. You can only do what you have to do, and hope that things go your way.â
I turn and look through the oval windshield, past the glimmering chrome ornament on the nose of the car, down the lane where it meets with the road, and I draw a long breath. âLetâs go, then,â I say.
My Grandfather pushes down on the clutch pedal, and we glide downhill, the engine of the old Ford throbbing reassuringly, snowflakes streaming over the carâs black hood like shooting stars.
After escaping all the way home from the school in that bitter wind, the vice principalâs hardwood-paneled office feels like a steam-filled sauna. My pants are damp from melted snow, and my bruises have thawed also, reminding me of each punch and kick. I feel sore, hot and itchy. Not only am I stained, I am bent and broken, too.
Mr. Packer is wearing his usual size-too-small beige tweed jacket with the brown elbow patches, slightly-too-short pants and a patterned tie that hangs three inches above his belt. When heâs standing behind the bench at the Faireville Memorial Arena wearing his coachâs leather jacket, Mr. Packer looks confident and proud, but inside his Vice Principalâs office he seems uncomfortable and out of place, a prisoner of his own suit.
âNice to see you again, June,â Mr. Packer says to my mother, smiling with chemically whitened teeth. âAnd hello, Former Mayor Skyler,â he says with less enthusiasm, not quite meeting my grandfatherâs eyes. âThank you for bringing June and Philip here, sir.â
âHello, Ernie ,â my grandfather says.
â Mr. Packer , if you donât mind, sir, since Iâm conducting official business at the moment.â
âThen I donât suppose youâll mind referring to my sonâs wife as Mrs. Skyler , rather than by her first name.â
âDid I call you June?â Packer says, flashing his hundred-watt grin at Mom again. âI didnât realize. I suppose weâve known each other for so long that . . . â
My grandfather clears his throat.
âWell, then,â Mr. Packer says, âto the business at hand.â
He looks down at my motherâs behind as he takes her coat, then ushers her to one of the two upholstered chairs facing his Vice Principalâs desk. I sit down beside Michael on the hardwood bench reserved for kids who have been sent to the office for misbehavior. So much for standing up.
âFormer Mayor Skyler,â Mr. Packer says, again not quite looking at my grandfather, âif you wouldnât mind waiting outside the office, sir. What we are about to discuss is confidential, and . . . â
My grandfather hangs up his coat, and sits down in the chair beside my mother. âNo need for such formality, Ernie,â he says. âJust call me Mr. Skyler.â
âWell, see Mr. Skyler,â Mr. Packer says, âwhat we are about to discuss is confidential, and, as you
Jack Ketchum, Tim Waggoner, Harlan Ellison, Jeyn Roberts, Post Mortem Press, Gary Braunbeck, Michael Arnzen, Lawrence Connolly