about
such things, one of the most celebrated
Egyptologists of his time. 'He's right up there with
Petrie and Carter,' one of his colleagues had once
told her. 'If there's anyone alive who's done more
to advance our understanding of the Old Kingdom
I've yet to meet them.'
She ought to have been proud. As it was, her
father's academic achievements had always left her
cold. All she knew, and all she ever had known
from earliest childhood, was that he seemed more
content in a world that had been dead for 4,000
years than he did with his own family. Even her
name, Tara, had been chosen because it in-
corporated the name of the Egyptian sun god Ra.
Each year he would travel out to Egypt to
excavate. To start with he'd gone only for a month
or so, leaving each November and returning just
before Christmas. As she had grown older, how-
ever, and her parents' marriage had slowly broken
apart, he'd spent longer and longer there.
'Your father's seeing another woman,' her
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mother had once told her. 'Her name's Egypt.' It
had been meant as a joke, although neither of
them had laughed.
Then the cancer had come and her mother had
begun her rapid decline. It was during this period
that, for the first time, Tara had really come to
hate her father. As the disease chewed away at her
mother's lungs and liver and her father had kept
his distance, unable to offer even a few salutary
words of support, she had felt an all-consuming
fury towards this man who seemed to value tombs
and old potsherds more than his own flesh and
blood. A few days before her mother's death she
had called him in Egypt and screamed obscenities
down the phone at him, surprising even herself
with the violence of her rage. At the funeral they
had barely acknowledged each other, and after-
wards he had moved to Egypt full time, teaching
eight months of the year at Cairo's American
University and excavating for the other four. They
didn't speak for almost two years.
And yet, for all that, there were good memories
of him too. Once, for instance, as a young child,
she had been crying about something and to stop
her tears he had performed a magic trick whereby
he had appeared to remove his thumb from the
rest of his hand. She had laughed uproariously and
urged him to do it again and again, staring in
wonder as he had repeatedly separated his thumb
from his palm, groaning in mock agony as he
waved the severed digit around in the air.
On the morning of her fifteenth birthday – and
this was her favourite memory – she had woken to
find an envelope addressed to her sitting on her
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mantelpiece. Opening it, she had found the first
clue in a treasure trail that had taken her all round
the house and garden before eventually leading
her up into the attic, where she had discovered an
exquisite gold necklace concealed at the bottom of
an old trunk. Each clue had taken the form of a
rhyming verse and been written on parchment,
with drawings and symbols to add to the air of
mystery. Her father must have spent hours arrang-
ing it all. Later he had taken her mother and her
out to dinner, regaling them both with wonderful
tales of excavations and discoveries and eccentric
academics.
'You look beautiful, Tara,' he had told her, lean-
ing forward to adjust the new gold necklace,
which she had worn specially. 'The most beautiful
girl in the world. I am very, very proud of you.'
It was moments like these – few and far between
as they were – that somehow balanced out her
father's coldness and self-absorption, and bound
her to him. It was why she had phoned him two
years after her mother's funeral, asking for a
reconciliation after their long silence. And it was, in
a sense, why she was travelling to Egypt now.
Because she knew that deep down, in his own way
and despite his innumerable faults, he was a good
man and he loved her, and needed her too, just as
she needed him. And of course there was always