few moments she tossed the menu aside and said, âIâll just have a salad.â
âYouâre not hungry? â I asked.
âJust watching my figure,â she said.
When the waiter arrived I ordered her salad and cepelinai for myself. I ordered a bottle of wine too.
The waiter took the menus. Her young face was turned aside, she was casting her eyes about the room. Her fingers were on the table in front of her. They did not tap, just rested gracefully on the polished wood.
After a few moments of silence she turned her eyes on me.
I felt a thrill run up my spine. Nervously I cleared my throat.
âYou said you wanted my help.â
She paused for a moment and then nodded.
âYes.â She paused again and stared at me intently. âYou said that you were a writer.â
I nodded. âYes, thatâs right. I used to be. I find it hard now. The words donât seem to come any more. They have deserted me.â I smiled. âI assume you havenât read my writing? You wouldnât have. It was quite popular once. Not enough to live off, but then who can write for a living in Lithuanian.â
âWhat did you write?â
âHistorical fiction, mainly. The Last Pagans . The Iron Wolf? No?â
She shook her head, looking apologetic. She bent down and rummaged in the bag she had been carrying. For a moment I thought she was going to dig out the Conrad again. But she didnât. She pulled out a thick sheaf of papers and laid them carefully on the table. I looked at the paper questioningly. She smoothed the top sheet down and nudged them into order. She hesitated before speaking.
As she was about to speak the waiter emerged with the bottle of wine and she was forced to wait. He upturned two glasses on our table and proceeded to uncork the bottle. Carefully he poured a small amount of wine into my glass, taking care not to spill it, and waited for me to taste it. I nodded at him impatiently. He poured the two glasses with equal care, pedantically making sure they were level. Putting the bottle on the table he straightened up.
âWould there be anything else?â
I shook my head, irritated. âNo,â I said quite unpleasantly.
As he left Jolanta giggled. âYou shouldnât be impatient,â she said. âHe was trying very hard.â She took a sip of wine and then slowly pushed the papers towards me. I took them up and turned over the sheets. At the top of the second page I read âChapter Oneâ. I looked at her inquisitively.
âItâs my husbandâs, heâs a writer,â she said quickly.
âYour husband is a writer?â
âWell, my husband is a student. He has almost finished his doctorate. But he has been working on this novel.â
I turned the pages slowly, casting my eyes across the lines. I was bemused. I had not imagined what help she had wanted from me, but still, this surprised me.
âOh, donât read it now,â she said, leaning over the table slightly and placing her fingers onto the top of my hand. I let them rest there. She did not take them away. When I looked up she was smiling nervously. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to get you to read it now,â she explained.
âBut you would like me to read it?â I asked.
She nodded. âWhen you told me you were a writer, I got so excited,â she said. âKestutis hasnât shown it to anybody. He was working on it for over two years. Every night he would be sat up late in our room. I thought that he would drive me mad, typing away on an old typewriter, tap, tap, tap, all through the night.â
âKestutis?â I interrupted her.
âMy husband,â she said. âHe was obsessed. He wouldnât listen to me. He just sat there with a small light on, typing. But now heâs finished he seems to have completely lost interest. He is a little ill, sometimes. I told him he should get it published, it might
Lisa Mondello, L. A. Mondello