priceless.â
âIâd be lost without her.â
âHave you seen the Post ?â
âNot yet.â
Adkins laid the Washington Post in front of McGarvey. âApparently we tried to recruit the good senator right out of college in â69, but he couldnât make it through the confidence course. He ended up getting himself drafted and sent to âNam.â
The headline read: CIA WANNA-BE GUNNING FOR NATIONâS TOP SPOOK.
âMaybe this will quiet him down.â
âNot likely. Nobody likes us right now, and Hammond didnât dodge the draft. Thereâs talk about putting him up for President in three years.â
McGarvey sat back. âWeâve survived worse.â
âName one,â Adkins shot back. He was a little irascible this morning, his eyes red. He was a short man, a little paunchy and usually diffident; this morning his cheeks were hollow, and he looked like he wanted to bite something.
âBad weekend?â
âRuth is sick again.â His eyes narrowed. âEvery goddammed doctor weâve taken her to says the same thing; itâs in her head. Thereâs nothing physically wrong with her.â His jaw tightened. âBut they donât have to hold her shoulders while sheâs heaving her guts out in the toilet bowl at three in the morningâfor the fifth time that night.â
âWhat about a psychologist?â
âShe wonât see one,â he replied bitterly. He had changed over the past months. They had two girls, but they were away at school. It was for the best, but it left Dick alone to handle the tough situation.
âMaybe you should get out of here for a couple of weeks,â McGarvey suggested. âTake her someplace warm. Hawaii.â
âAfter the hearings.â Adkins cracked a smile. âGod only knows what Iâd come back to if I left now.â
âSeriously, Dick, thereâs no job in the world worth your wife. Anytime you want to pull the pin, say the word and youâre out of here.â
Adkins nodded tiredly. âI appreciate it. But for now she doesnât seem to be getting any worseâsame old same old. Weâll go after the hearings.â
âI was thinking about that over the weekend.â
âI know, I talked to Carleton on Friday. Heâs worried that youâre going to tell the President no thanks, and hang on here only until someone else can be confirmed.â
âIt wouldnât be the end of the world.â
âTrue. But the general picked you for the job, and heâs a pretty good judge of character. At least stick it out for a couple of years. This place has never been run so well.â
âDid you read the overnights? An idiot could do this job.â
âAnd some have,â Adkins said. âLots of grass fires out there, any one of which could start a forest fire.â
âHaynes has other people he can name whoâd get past Hammond without a problem.â
âNeed we say more?â Adkins asked. âThis place would go back to being
run like a Fortune 500 company, or worse, like a political constituency. I for one donât think that would do the country any good. And Iâm not alone in that opinion. But itâs your call. Take your own advice; if you want to pull the pin, just say the word. But donât screw around, Mac. Donât bullshit the troops. Either do the job, or get the hell out right now and save us all a lot of trouble.â
Adkins was right, of course. Lead, follow or get out of the way. Harry Truman had a sign on his desk that said THE BUCK STOPS HERE. The sign on McGarveyâs desk could have read, THE BULLSHIT STOPS HERE. He had a hell of a staff; the right people at the right time; professionals who were willing, like Adkins was this morning, to tell the boss the way it really was without fear of repercussions. The CIA had not been run that way for years, if it ever had.
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