before we make the determination to bring in one of our PIs. We normally like to think thereâs some reason to suspect fraud before we send somebody out to make sure. Otherwise, weâd just be fishing on all our claims, and weâd have to go into the investigation business full-time, which weâre not prepared to do. Weâre a law firm.â
I sat with that for a moment. âThat answers the general question of why, Amy. But not the âWhy me?â part.â
âWell, frankly, donât be mad if Iâm being presumptuous, but youâve mentioned yourself that you were thinking about going back and looking for work. I thought you might be motivated about this, and besides, it might be good for you. Anyway, in the normal course of things, the firm would be spending a good deal of money over the next couple of weeks doing background on Mayhewâs condition. We eventually might decide to put a tail on him, which will cost the firm more money, regardless of the outcome. But we may not, either. It depends on the preliminary findings.â
âYou want me to check.â
She paused. âIâve got to be clear that Iâm not officially speaking for the firm, Wyatt. Iâm not hiring you or even offering to hire you. Iâm saying that in this case Iâd be open to doing things a little bit backwards because it might save the firm considerable funds and man hours. If you told me youâd try to discover positive evidence of fraud in Mr. Mayhewâs claim, I could be persuaded to put the preliminary legal steps on hold for a short while.â
âAnd if I found something conclusive?â
âIn that case, we could discuss some kind of reward contingency.â
âIâll start tomorrow.â
âWow. Great. Just like that? Youâre sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âYou wonât change your mind?â
âI wonât.â
âOkay, then.â She paused. âYou ought to try to be a little more decisive, you know. Nobody likes a waffler.â
âIâm working on it. Meanwhile,â I said, âtell me what I need to know.â
I graduated from the University of San Francisco in 1989 and both because I craved life experience and because I didnât have any better ideas of what I was going to do for the rest of my life, I joined the army to see the world. Shortly thereafter, I got caught up in Desert Storm and sent to Iraq, which wasnât the part of the world Iâd had in mind. As an English major with no job skills except the ability to write in complete sentences with verbs and nouns and other parts of speech in more or less the right order, I got assigned to the criminal investigation division to write up administrative and disciplinary reports.
Boring as the reports were, my experience with the CID was my first adult exposure to humanityâs dark side. Itâs not something the army liked to advertise, but because of the tension, brutality, fatigue, emotion, crowding, and trauma to the human psyche, theaters of war are fertile breeding grounds for serious criminal behaviorâpredominantly rape and its variants but also murder and mayhem, theft, and general depravity. This is not breaking news, but it was to me. After a while, I got promoted and started to interview suspects, to go out on investigations. For the first time in my life, work was important and excitingâa rush, sometimes with an actual element of danger.
In my years with the CPS, many of the calls to the homes of abused children provided a similar buzz, and I came to realize that in some sense this feeling was my fix. In the five months since Iâd been forced to quit, between my revenge fantasies and my anger issues, Iâd given a lot of thought to the kind of professional path I eventually wanted to put myself on if I ever got myself out of the personal Dumpster. And one trait stood out. No matter what the eventual new