no return to the Imperial Court. He was trapped in Paris, all the paths back to Annam closed to himâand now worse than this, trapped in a House as a prisoner.
Sometimes, on the edge of sleep, he would dream of when he had first ascended, and turned from mortal to Immortal. He was back in the cave where he had fasted, a thousand years agoâshivering with hunger, hanging on the knifeâs edge of unconsciousness as he meditatedâand there was a sound like the bell toll of a pagoda resonating in his bones; and the shadow of cloud-encrusted buildings and of a vast courtyard, materializing a hand span away from him; and the Jade Emperor awaiting him on the throne, congratulating him for overcoming his banishment . . .
Such a wishful, childish dream. There was no truth in it, not a single gram. He was stuck in France, in Silverspires; and no amount of meditation would make the Imperial Courtâs power stretch to foreign shores.
The door opened. Philippe was on his feet, drawing on the few scattered hints of
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currents in the room, before he saw that it was Isabelle.
âOh,â he said. âHello.â After the interview with Selene, heâd walked away, back to the room heâd been assigned. The last thing heâd wanted was to talk to herâhis brief apology was all he felt like extending to her. He fully intended to stay away from Seleneâs prize; and he didnât want to be reminded of what heâd done to her. But it was a small room, and there was only one exit, in front of which she stood.
She looked at him for a while, speculatively. Her brown eyes were still halfway translucent, the irises dilated and washed out, as if some of the light heâd seen resided still in her. âI thought I would find you here. We need to talk.â
âIâm not sure we do.â
Isabelle smiled. There was something primal and innocent about the look, something that seemed to set the whole room alightâbut then again, she knew the power of that smile, and she was using it. Fallen all over, that curious mixture of naïveté and guile. She raised her hand; the one that was missing the two fingers, the ones he and Ninon had cut off. Demons take him, he wasnât one to shirk away from responsibilities.
âI owe you that: apology for inflicting that wound,â Philippe said. âBut nothing else. Can we leave it at that?â He sat on the bed; which wasnât much, but was the farthest he could get from her.
âDo you think I can? Breath and blood and boneââshe sounded as though she was quoting an old childrenâs rhymeââall linked in the same circle. Canât you feel it?â To Philippeâs horror, she bent her hand toward the parquet floor in a graceful gesture, letting him see the two threads of luminous magic that started from the stumps of her fingers and stretched through the air, straight toward his faceâno, straight toward his mouth, which was suddenly filled with the same sweet, electrifying taste of Fallen blood, a memory from his nightmares.
âI canât do more than apologize.â Philippe swallowed, trying to banish the taste in his mouth. Never get tangled with Fallenâa lesson heâd learned, over and over. Why hadnât he listened to it? âIâll apologize again, if thatâs what you want to hear, but it wonât change anything. . . .â
âCanât you feel it?â Isabelle asked, again; and suddenly she was no longer ageless or terrifying, but merely a young, scared girl.
âTheââ Philippe swallowed, trying to banish the taste of blood from his mouth. âThe link? Of course I can. Iâm assuming itâs not a usual thing.â He meant to be flippant, and regretted it when he saw her face. âIâm sorry.â It seemed all he could do to her was apologize.
Plenty of people drank Fallen blood without any side