to be a pain in the ass, Adrian?â Doc snapped.
âI just donât like rules, anybodyâs rules.â
âWe can argue about anything else, and Iâm sure we will, but not about this. If you donât get it, Adrian, Iâm sorry. The end. You can go home right now.â
Doc grabbed a phone, dialed directory assistance, and said, âAmtrak, please.â
âWait a minute,â Judd said. âLet me talk to him.â
âPlease do.â
Judd put his arm around Adrianâs shoulders and drew him off into a corner.
âWhatâs your problem?â Judd asked quietly.
âI canât stand rules.â
âWeâre only going to have one. A hacker should understand that if you talk, you get caught and they take your toys away. Down in Florida you had one old PC. Here, you have a huge fucking mainframe and anything else you want. You donât want to lose that, do you?â
Adrian folded his arms across his chest and fumed.
âThis isnât school,â Judd said. âI know what kind of a guy you are, Adrian. Youâre the kid nobody likes, the kid people make fun of because youâre so fucking smart. You use your intelligence as a weapon and tear into them, donât you. You laugh at their mistakes in school and they hate you and you hate them. Am I right? I can see it in your eyes. You screw around with the trains because it gives you a sense of power, and every time you do it and donât get caught, you feel even more powerful. But listen to this, you little shit. Doc found you, and that means sooner or later you wouldâve been caught, and if you caused a train wreck, youâd be sent to the slammer, like me. Doc saved your ass from getting into real trouble, and you owe him. We all do. All of us have gone through what youâve experienced. Bo, Carolyn, Ronnie, and me, too, weâre all smart, and weâve all been laughed at and teased and weâve all thought of revenge. Revenge put me in prison. Doc wants us to do something important, and if you canât handle that, if you canât put away your bullshit and nerdy little thoughts of revenge and getting even, well, forget it. Are you too selfish to understand that? Are you just a little asshole? We donât have time to fuck around here. Get with the program now, or go back to Orlando.â
A little wheel turned over in Adrianâs mind, and he understood he was being treated like an adult for the first time. Or the last time.
âNo talking, no bragging,â he said. âI get it.â
âI donât want to have to babysit you. Now, are you in or out?â
âI donât want to go back to Florida.â
âDoc!â
âYeah.â
âHeâs gonna be okay.â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
They all came from places deep in the American soul, the black middle class, the barrio, Chinatown, the dispossessed working class, and had used their brains to enter the world of technology. Each had taken an unorthodox route to cybernetics and computers, and Doc had chosen them because he knew mavericks often had the keenest, most creative minds.
Ronnie Fong was the daughter of immigrants from Hong Kong whoâd rejected her because sheâd rejected the restrictions of their traditions. At the same time she clung to her culture. In New York she shopped and ate in Chinatown and delighted in speaking Cantonese with the fishmonger. In her heart she believed a million dollars would go a long way toward a reconciliation with her family in San Francisco.
Carolyn Harvey had been ostracized by her family because she was flamboyantly gay. Technology was her release from a world of prejudice and fear, and sheâd created an identity based on defiance. Coming to New York was an act of liberation. There, in the crush of people of every possible description, she didnât have to explain or defend herself. She could just be, and she turned her