donât need Malcolm anymore.â
âI donât want you to hurt him,â I said. âA person canât help who he likes. He wanted you .â
âAnd now I want him,â she said. And she bit.
I woke up in my room, all tucked into my bed, wearing my pajamas even.
It was still mostly dark out. My window was open wideâthe morning chill and damp filled the air, and the scent of the woods. It could have come in from outside, but I felt like it was on me. I pressed a hank of my hair to my nose and breathed deep. I had been outside, hadnât I?
If the past night had been a dream, it was the most vivid Iâd ever known. Feeling like an idiot, I pressed my hand to my throat, felt along the smooth skin, and, finding nothing amiss, ran my fingers along my own cheekboneâjust the slightest curve to the bone, as it should be, and peach fuzz.
I made myself moveâmy whole body felt stiff, achy, and chilledâwrapping the comforter around my shoulders to peer out the window.
It scared me to stand close to it, even though that wasnât a rational fear. After all, it had been open all night. My momâs car was parked in the driveway, right where it should be.
I wanted to ask my parents, did they remember me coming home last night? Did they remember who drove the car? But it was too early to wake them, and I had a feeling they wouldnât have any answers, that they might sound a lot like Evyâs mother had sounded when Iâd called.
I tried Ben instead. He answered on the second ring, sounding groggy but very much himself.
âAre you all right?â I asked.
âYeah, Iâm fine. Are you okay? Les, whatâs wrong?â
âI just had a bad dream,â I said. âI needed to check. Iâm sorry if I woke you.â
âNo, itâs nice to hear your voice.â
âIâve been worried about Evy,â I said. âYou know, Evy?â
My heart thudded while I waited to hear if he recognized the name, or if sheâd been erased, leaving me as the only one with the knowledge sheâd been here at all.
âYeah, I know Evy,â he said, sounding wry but troubled. âIâm worried too. For your sake. If you want, Iâll go with you and we can visit her after school.â
âYeah, okay,â I said, knowing already the lights would be out, no one home.
I could call Malcolmâs house. That would tell me for certain whether last night was real. But that might be dangerous if heâd gone missing.
It was better to stay quiet, wait and see.
I hung up with Ben and reached to pull the window shut.
Way off in the woods, something, several things, howled.
The moon had set. The stars were fading from the sky. Soon they would move on.
I slammed the window shut.
Excerpt from Donât Touch
Read on for an excerpt from Rachel M. Wilsonâs
Donât Touch
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âCadence Finn? Take yourself right out there, hon.â
The office lady points toward the academyâs courtyard and goes back to her magazine: Crafting for the Southern Home.
âI think Iâm supposed to get a Peer Pal?â
âHon, yours is late. Iâd stick you with another group, but youâre our only new junior. You just wait right on out there.â
âI canât wait inside?â
Outside, the airâs thick and wet, the sun scalding. Itâs like the sauna at Momâs fitness club with the temperature dialed up to hell.
Instead of answering, the lady sniffs and sets down her magazine to pour me a Dixie cup of lemonade from a pitcher on the dividing wall. âYouâre not dressed for the heat,â she says with a pinched smile.
Thatâs an understatement.
Itâs ninety degrees out, but Iâm wearing jeans, long sleeves, and a scarf. The humidityâs plastered my hair to the back of my neck in a sticky shield. Alabama in August calls for pixie cuts and ponytails, but I donât dare