and then switched it off.
âThe light was too bright,â she said, close to my ear. âI can see in the dark now.â
âI canât,â I said. I blinked, trying to adjust, trying to make out the contours of her new face. As if she could read my thoughts, she took my hand, the one I had used to touch the blood, and lifted it to her face.
She led my fingers along her cheekbone, higher and sharper than it should have been, andâthis was what made me flinch, try to pull awayâdowny with . . . fur. It was as soft as the hair on her head, a smooth, short coat close to the skinâso fine I hadnât seen it at a distanceâbut it wasnât right.
She held my hand tight until I relaxed and then drew my fingers along her cheek, farther than seemed possible. Her jaw protruded. The fur thinned close to her mouth, where her skin felt normal. Her lips seemed like normal lips, but her teeth . . . She flexed back her lips to allow me to feel.
She had fangs.
âWhat are you?â I said.
âIt turns out you donât have to be just one thing,â Evy said. âIâm a monster in the dark. Will that do?â
âIâm sorry,â I said. âIâm so sorry.â
It was my fault. I hadnât fought hard enough. I had let this happen.
âShh, shh, sweetie,â Evy said. âDonât be sorry. Iâm not.â
She kissed my cheek with her strange new mouth, and I had to restrain myself from shoving her away.
âAre you ready, Evy?â Jack said from the mouth of the bridge.
âAlmost,â she said.
âWait, where are you going?â I said again.
âWhy? Do you want to come?â Evy asked, and the meager light from the tunnelâs mouth caught her teeth as she stretched her jaw wide.
âNo, no, I just . . . Why do you have to go?â
âShe has to feed,â Hap said. âOnce that happens, it wonât be safe for us here.â
âFeed?â
âLife costs life,â Evy said. âItâs an exchange we all make. Iâve just moved up the food chain.â
âYouâre going to . . . eat someone?â
Hap kicked a leg out to his side, and a shadowy lump at his feet shifted . . . and groaned. I hadnât noticed it, had taken it as part of the landscape, until it moved.
âItâs time,â Jack said, âwhile the moon is high.â
Close to me, Evy nodded. âCome,â she said, and pulled me toward the Marsh boys.
Evy wouldnât hurt meâshe couldnâtâbut would she let them?
âDonât be frightened,â she said. âThis is a happy time.â
She dragged me back to the Marsh boys and passed me off to Hap, who pulled my back against his chest, wrapped his arms around me in a bear hug, and rested his chin on my head. It might have been comforting, big brotherly, under any other circumstance, but now it was one more wrong thing in a world of wrong.
Evy, preternaturally quick, swooped down to the form on the ground. Even though he looked bigger than her, she lifted him with zero effort and cradled him against her chest.
âLook who I picked,â she said.
Malcolm, with the shiny-slick hair and the puppy-dog eyes.
âNo.â
Hap squeezed me tighter.
Malcolm seemed dazed, and his face was wet, like heâd been drooling, or crying.
Evy looked down on him, almost lovingly. âI always kind of thought Iâd come back to him, like he was going to be important in my life. I just couldnât understand how.â
âEvy, this isnât you.â
She looked up at me. âNo,â she said. âIt isnât. You always liked him, Les. Why didnât you say anything? Why did you let me mess with his head? I would have given him to you.â
âYou donât give a boy to your friend,â I said.
âBut now you have Ben,â she said, âso itâs all right. You