said Isabella. âThatâs why we want you to read the file.â
I persisted. âI mean, why did you and Eleanor give each other the big look a minute ago?â
Isabella shook her head. âRead the file. There is another possibilityâ¦â
âThis mysterious possibilityâis it the reason youâre convinced Travis Gifford is innocent?â
The room grew uncomfortably quiet. âMaggie,â said Eleanor gently. âIsabella may not want to discuss some things with you until she knows youâre committed to helping.â
Isabella gave me a barely perceptible nod. And I walked out the door thinking that I might be turning into a real journalist after all. The possibility of access to inside information was fueling a suddenly ungovernable hunger to be on a âneed-to-knowâ basis with the Gasworks Gang.
CHAPTER 5
T ake a breath, Maggie,â said Isabella, as she paid the toll at the Richmond-San Rafael Bridge.
She gunned the motor and zipped up the slow rise to the bridge. I looked out over the edge, into the cold, blue-gray waters. âHave I been talking too much? I guess Iâm a little nervous.â
Isabella took her hand off the polished burl of the gearshift and patted vaguely in the direction of my knee.
âDonât worry, chica . Everyone gets a little nervous on the way to Death Row. Even if youâre just visiting.â
âHey,â I said, âcan I ask you a personal question?â
Isabella glanced my way. âIsnât that what you do for a living?â
âYou speak Spanish, right?â
âI grew up speaking Spanish. I still leak the stuff, and it comes in handy once in a while.â
âBut you donât lookâ¦â
Isabella laughed. âLatina? I am, though. Mom was Vietnamese, Dadâs family came on the run from some horrible regime or other in Nicaragua. My brother always described us as Latisians. I loved that, made it sound as if we came from somewhere else in the solar system. Instead of just being another brown-skinned, weird immigrant mix. When we were kids and went to Hawaii on vacation, I always felt it was the only place on earth people didnât stare at us and wonder, âWhereâd you come from?ââ
âWhy Hawaii?â
âOh, because in Hawaii, everybodyâs a mix of something or other, so nobody wonders about your ethnicity. Everybody looks like some variation of me.â
âThanks,â I said. âI didnât mean to pry.â
Isabella laughed. âOh, right. Now, Iâve got a question for you. What made you decide to come with me today?â
âThe photos,â I said. âThey were haunting me.â
After several sleepless nights when the Hollywood Confidential âstyle, brutal black-and-white police photos kept swimming to the surface every time I dropped off, I knew the only way to get them out of my head was to visit Travis Gifford.
âI donât get it,â said Michael, over breakfast. âIf this thing is creeping you out enough to keep you up at night, why do you even want to go meet this guy?â Without missing a beat, he added, âHey, Josh, whatâs the rule? Drink the last of the orange juice, youâve got to mix up another batch.â
Josh looked guilty. âHowâd you know I was drinking the end of the pitcher?â
âYour father has eyes in the back of his head,â I said. âAll parents do. You might as well learn it now.â
Josh rolled his eyes. He was leggy and mouthy, two inches taller than me, and a poster kid for irritating adolescence. I scrutinized Josh as he hauled another can of orange juice out of the freezer with a martyred sigh. My sweet-tempered first-born was morphing into some wiseass, moody teenager. Some days, I felt as if Iâd retrieved the wrong kid at school, like turning in a plaid wool skirt at the dry cleaners and coming home with a leather mini.