the first murder weâve ever worked. Even with the multiples weâve had in the past, heâs barely stuck his nose out of his box apart from to carp at you or Charlie, whoeverâs been skipper. Now heâs leading everyââ
âHelen Yardleyâs the first . . . celebrityâs the wrong word, but you know what I mean,â said Sam.
Simon laughed. âYou think the Snowmanâs keen to get his carrot nose and coal eyes in the papers? He hatesââ
âNo choice,â Sam interrupted him again. âA case like this, heâs going to get publicity one way or another, so he might as well get it for taking a strong lead. As SIO, case this visible nationally, heâs got to step up.â
Simon decided to let it lie. Heâd noticed that Sam, who normally was courtesy itself, cut him off mid-sentence whenever he talked about Proust. Charlie, Simonâs fiancée and former sergeant, put it down to Samâs concern for proper professional conduct: you didnât badmouth the boss. Simon suspected it had more to do with the preservation of selfrespect. Even someone as patient and hierarchy-conscious as Sam could barely put up with what he had to put up with from the Snowman. Denial was his coping mechanism, one that must have been made all but impossible by Simonâs constant dissection of Proustâs despotism.
Ultimately, it came down to personal preference. Sam preferred to pretend he and his team werenât abused daily by a narcissistic megalomaniac and helpless to do anything about it, whereas Simon had long ago decided the only way to stay sane was to focus, all the time, on exactly what was going on and how bad it was, so that there was no danger it would ever start to seem normal. Heâd become the unofficial archivist of Proustâs abhorrent personality. These days he almost looked forward to the inspectorâs offensive outbursts; each one was further proof that Simon was right to have cut off the goodwill supply and all benefits of the doubt.
âYouâd think Proust had an evil ulterior motive whatever he did, even if he dragged sacks of grain across the desert to famine victims,â Charlie had teased him last night. âYouâre so used to hating everything about him, itâs become a Pavlovian response â he must be doing something wrong, even if you donât yet know what it is.â
Sheâs probably right, thought Simon. Sam was probably right: there was no way out of the limelight for Proust on this one. He had to be seen to care, so he was doing it with gusto, while secretly counting the days until he could revert to his usual mode of doing as little as possible.
âHeâs bound to feel responsible, like we all do,â Sam said. âProfessional considerations aside, youâd have to have a heart of stone not to want to pull out all the stops in a case like this. I know itâs early days and thereâs no proof this murderâs connected to the reason we all know Helen Yardleyâs name, but . . . you have to ask yourself, would she be dead now if it werenât for us?â
Us . By the time Simon had worked out what Sam meant, Proust was banging his âWorldâs Greatest Grandadâ mug on the wall to get the roomâs attention. Sound to silence in less than three seconds . The Silsford and Rawndesley lot were quick learners. Simon had done his best to warn everyone yesterday. It turned out none of them needed the tip-off; spine-chilling tales of the Snowmanâs mercilessness had done the rounds at both nicks, apparently.
âDetectives, officers, we have a murder weapon,â Proust said. âOr, rather, we donât have it yet, but we know what it is, which means weâre closer to finding it.â
That was debatable, Simon thought. He allowed no statement the inspector made to pass without rigorous scrutiny; everything had to be challenged, albeit in silence