unfamiliar with at the man I love! Big Al is throwing his jacket and ridiculous hat into the trunk of the car. He slams the trunk shut. Heâs angry. Very angry. Heâs still shouting at Miguel and gesticulating as he jumps into the driverâs seat, starts up the engine, and accelerates. Dust and small stones shoot from the tires. Miguel flaps his hands in front of his face, waving the dust away. I can imagine how the grit will stick to the sweat trickling along the folds of his flabby face.
With Bud gone, I breathe. My eyes follow the police car along the road, until itâs out of sight. Its siren is piercing, without any musical tone; it lashes into the humidity of the afternoon and bounces off the moist air, a dead and mournful sound. By the time I look back down to the street, more people are on the scene. The man with the Tilley hat is helping the woman in the capris to her feet. Heâs being helped by another woman. This is the first time Iâve seen her: sheâs short and round, wearing a floor-length traditional dress. Sheâs about sixty, dark skinned, with black-but-graying hair pulled into a bun on top of her head. Sheâs offering the woman in the capris a glass of water, and I suspect sheâs something to do with Bobâs Bodega, because, together with a dark-skinned man, also in his sixties, she is helping the woman into the bodega in a solicitous manner.
The skinny, pale-skinned man in the Tilley hat is now being joined by two other women, who are rushing from the spa. One is as tall as he is, so she must be about six feet, and Iâm guessing she weighs about three hundred pounds, though itâs difficult to tell because sheâs wearing a full-length bright orange, voluminous dress, topped with a matching broad-brimmed orange sunhat. I canât judge her age at all. Beside her is a shorter, trimmer woman, maybe in her fifties or sixties. Sheâs blond and smartly dressedâpreppy. She seems to be with the tall, thin Tilley manâtheir body language screams âcoupleâ when she greets him. The large orange-clad woman clearly knows them both. Everyone seems to know everyone else.
Just as the women join the thin man, they are met by the chef Iâd seen in the lane between the buildings. He comes from the end of the building that houses the bodega. It is clear that he knows Miguel, who is waving everyone away from the floristâs store, but is, apparently, keen to share information. There is a great deal of breast clutching and head shaking. The women hold their hands to their mouths in horror. The chef shakes a fist at the heavens. Another woman rushes around the bodega end of the building: sheâs very short, very thin, dressed as though for tennis, and her complexion suggests sheâs of African descent. She might be in her fifties or sixties. She makes for the short, blond woman. They embrace. They share shock and horror. The large woman in the orange robe waves her arms about, the chef in the red shirt beckons to everyone, and gradually, with Miguel encouraging them, they all go inside the bodega. Just as I decide that I need to think about what it is that Bud called out, I see a tall, overweight man of African descent, wearing a vivid Hawaiian shirt, come barreling around the spa end of the building. Heâs smiling broadly and opens his arms toward Miguel in a welcoming manner. Miguel speaks to him rapidly, and the big man rushes into the bodega, a look of concern clouding his face.
Thatâs when I call Jack. While we are on the phone I hear a distant sirenâprobably the vehicle sent to collect the corpse. And thatâs it. Thatâs all I can recall that might help Bud.
I opened my eyes, adjusted my sunglasses, and lit another cigarette. I realized Iâd managed to catch quite a bit of sun on my nose: it was a little tender. So, other than getting sunburned, what had I achieved? I gave my recollections some analytical
Knocked Out by My Nunga-Nungas