the door and laid her keys on the American chest Sid had given her as a Christmas bonus the year before. She ran her fingers over its parched rough top as she watched James take a slow survey of her one-bedroom apartment. She followed the trail, trying to discern the thoughts chasing each other round and round in his mind. His expression revealed nothing.
He turned his head from her living room, past her single armchair and solitary table, to the naked front bay window. He continued to the left and took in the small kitchen with its single stool at the counter. He then gazed across to her bedroom door. From this vantage point, she knew he could see her queen-size bed resting on its metal frame, and one corner of a mid-nineteenth-century French dresser. What had once felt like an evolving creation was, in its bald reality, an empty apartment.
âNot what you expected?â
He stepped into the living room, loafers tapping on the bare wood floor. Something caught his eye and his hand darted to the mantel. âYou framed it?â He picked up the lone picture frame featuring an index card written in a precise hand.
Roses are Red.
Violets are Blue.
Youâve stolen my heart.
Iâm in love with you.
âI liked it.â Lucy lifted a shoulder.
âIâm pleased my little note warrants such a place of honor.â
She waited and he said nothing more, so she repeated her question in the form of a statement. âItâs not what you expected.â
James didnât answer. Instead he asked a question of his own. âWhere are the curtains you always talk about?â
âI donât always . . . Here.â Lucy crossed to the bay window. Her high heels clicked like bullet fire echoing off the empty surfaces. She tiptoed to stop the sound and picked up one of the two panels lying on the floor. She whipped it out like a blanket, spreading it broad and smooth across the floor. âThis oneâs finished. Itâs amazingly heavy.â She grabbed the other one and spread it out next to its twin and knelt down to flatten its edges. âThis is the second one, and I need only a few more remnant squares to complete it.â
She studied the intricate pattern created by hundreds of five-inch squares of fabricâdeep, bold colors moving across the panel to soft pastels with threads of gold and silver squares stitched in the center as if pouring down like a waterfall. âWhen pulled, theyâll be large enough to cover the entire window.â
âTheyâre beautiful, Lucy.â James squatted beside her and ran his hand over a square of royal velvet, basted between a silk brocade and heavy jade linen. âThereâs a design in here.â
Lucy ran her hand across the first. âIt starts here with the dark tones of winter then travels through spring to the high summer and closes in the bottom corner in fall. Itâs not linear. I tried to capture the movement of the seasons and where they cross through texture more than through color.â She pulled the second panel toward her. âThis one is a life. You start innocent and young and fresh and then the colors changeââ
âThey get pretty dark here. Whatâs this?â
âIâm not sure. I made that section last year, but I think I was envisioning that questioning time, kinda like Jane Eyreâs time on the moors or Helen Grahamâs months back with her abusive husband or Mollyâs time when Roger is engaged to Cynthia. All the books have it . . . That time when you donât know where youâll be, but you canât stay as you are. In life or in literature, that time rarely feels good.â She peeked at James, thinking perhaps sharing her panels was not her best idea. âIt gets lighter here with more texture as one comes to truly understand oneself and can answer those big questions with some certainty. I have this vision of completeness and thatâs this gold through