the orange.â She ran her hand along the curving gold path.
âAnd that leaves what? Death?â
âI havenât found the right fabrics yet.â She sat back on her heels. âI hope you donât think itâs morbid. Itâs more of a journey than a real life. Think of it as a book, not as me. Iâm not trying to find the right fabrics for my own death.â
âI didnât think that.â James stood. âI think itâs spectacular, beyond brilliant.â He reached down and pulled her to stand beside him. âWhen you talked about them, I couldnât envision them and certainly never got close to this.â
âSidâs clients have good taste. It wouldnât be so pretty with felts and cotton twill. But beyond that, I choose each because of a memory or a texture that speaks to me. Some are simply my favorite colors. Like that orange with the gold fiber? The midlife? Thatâs a sunset to me.â She pulled, first at one panel then the other, and folded them under the window. âItâs probably taken too long to finish it, though. Four years borders on strange.â
âHow much is left?â
âFourteen squares. Some of the fabrics Sidâs clients have chosen this spring are extraordinary; I expect Iâll find the perfect pieces and have it ready for the finisher by summer.â
James raised his eyes and looked back across the apartment. âAnd your table? Itâs not what I imagined either.â
âI thought I described that pretty wellâbooks stacked for the legs and glass on top.â
James walked to it and squatted again. âItâs a little more than that. Youâve got an order down here, donât you? Americans in this leg . . .â He twisted to the right. âAnd English here. Victorian mostly.â He leaned farther. âBut also here. Whatâs the difference between these two legs?â
âBoth English. These are the love stories, though not all romantic. Austen, Brontës, a couple Dickens, Hardy, Gaskell, and these . . .â
âMystery, deception . . . Thatâs why Shakespeareâs in both.â He walked around to the fourth leg. âWhoa . . . Childhood.â He crouched again. â The Velveteen Rabbit . I loved that book. And Beatrix Potter. And Frog and Toad . These are fantastic. Do you read any of these?â
Lucy picked up the inch-thick glass top. âI just pull off the top, and voila . But I have to put them back before I can replace the glass or itâs not evenâso, no, I donât read any of them very often. Theyâre best under here. Maybe someday Iâll get some bookshelvesâand a real table.â
âDonât you miss reading them? You of all people.â
Lucy stared at the table, pondering it. âYes, some are my favorite stories, but they arenât particularly my favorite books.â James shot her a questioning glance. âMany of those are Birthday Books and, while I love them, I donât mind seeing them squished a little.â
James turned away, scanning the apartment again.
âYou expected more . . . Stuff that reflects me, who I am, collections, something . . .â Lucy slowly spun around in the empty room as well. âBut I wanted to bring in things that have meaning, objects that I truly love, and itâs so hard to findââ
âHey, hey.â James caught and tugged her arm until she was folded into his embrace. âStop. What you have here is gorgeous, creative, and thoughtful.â He whispered into her hair and pulled her closer until her entire body pressed against his. âSo you put too much pressure on case goods. Thereâs no shame in that. Home doesnât always come easily.â
She laughed into his shoulder. âCase goods?â
She could feel his lips pressing against her hair. They moved from her crown, to her forehead, to her cheek. âAnd you