anyway?â I asked. âThe theater kids donât usually show up.â
âJournalism assignment. Iâm supposed to post about the game on the school blog Monday.â
âJournalism?â
âYeah, they asked for a volunteer to write up the home opener.â
âAnd you volunteered?â
He shrugged. âNew school. Trying to make friends. Monica wanted me to see her and Amy cheer. Plus . . .â His voice trailed off.
âPlus what?â I asked.
âWanted to see you in action.â He looked away when he said it, almost like he was owning up to something.
âWhat did you think?â
âWell, I thought that the basket toss Amy and Monica pulled off at halftime was just really top-notch cheer work. Both of them had great extension, and . . .â
Jon saw the look on my face and started giggling like I was a little kid. Thatâs when I realized he was joking and cracked up too. I hadnât been this drunk in a while. âNot them , you moron.â I punched him lightly in the shoulder. âWhat did you think of me ?â
He looked at me like he was sizing me up. âI think I came to the right game.â
I tried to hold his gaze, but my face was on fire again, and I looked back up at the house. âSo, you and Amy . . . ?â The question hung in the air between us.
He gave a silent laughâa puff of air somewhere between a chuckle and a sigh. âYour girlfriend seems heavily invested in the idea that Amy and I should go out.â
Your girlfriend. Something about those words made me jump to my feet. A knot formed in the pit of my stomach. What was I doing? I am the star of the football team. How long have I been drunk, sitting by a burnt-out bonfire with the new kid? Was Monica looking for me? What would she think if she couldnât find me? Were the guys wondering where I was?
âCâmon. We should go find the girls.â
Jon looked up at me sort of startled. âOh . . . okay. Yeah, sure.â He didnât get up. âYou okay?â he asked.
âYeahâIâm fineâjust . . . We should get back to the party.â
Jon glanced up toward the house, but he didnât move. âYou go ahead, man,â he said. âI think Iâm just gonna sit here for a second. Iâm a little dizzy from all that Makerâs.â
For some reason, it felt very important that Jon come with me. I didnât want to walk away from him, but I couldnât staydown here with him anymore either. I held out my hand. He looked at it, then smiled and grabbed it in an arm-wrestling-style grip. I helped pull him up. He must not have been lying about being sort of dizzy because the momentum of getting to his feet carried him right into me, and I stumbled backward a step as our bodies collided on either side of our clasped hands, our forearms pinned between our chests.
âWhoa!â he said, and grabbed my shoulder with his free hand. I wrapped my arm around him to steady us before we both went tumbling into the hot coals behind us.
We were so close, I could feel the warmth of his breath on my cheek. I could smell his cologne or his deodorant or somethingâit was sweet and peppery, and his eyes were level with mine. I hadnât realized how tall he was, and his blue eyes had the same effect on me they had that first time Iâd seen them in class.
I froze.
We stared at each other for a second.
âYou good?â I asked.
The smirk slowly spread across his face. He nodded. âYeah.â He reached down and grabbed the messenger bag that had held the bourbon, tossing the strap nonchalantly over his shoulder and then turning toward the house. âCâmon. Letâs go find those cheerleaders.â
Later . . .
My hand was about to fall off after writing all that, so I had to take a break. I just read it over, and Iâm still not sure how I
Madeleine Urban, Abigail Roux