the knife thunk on the block. She caught one glimpse of the aftermath when his body was rolled aside like so much garbage, and it was over. “I am the one who sent him to the guillotine.”
Across the square, a flurry of pigeons flew up, kicked into motion by a small child chasing them. Hawker’s eyes flicked to that, then back to her. “And you were eleven. Deadly brat, weren’t you? Did it help any, killing him?”
“No.”
It had not stopped the rage. It had not warmed the chill inside her.
Grenet had been her father’s friend. The day her parents died he came and took her and Séverine away from their appartement . He had a wife and children at home, so he could not take her there to do shameful things to her. He had taken her to a brothel where men of his corrupt tastes debauched children. For months, he visited again and again. He was one of those who demanded that she smile and tell him she liked what he did.
She said, “He was one of several dozen I would like to kill. And his death was too fast.”
“Sometimes fast is all you get. Can we stroll away from here? I don’t like being out in the open. Makes me wonder who you might have invited to meet me.”
“You are cynical for one so young. If I wished to betray you, which I would not bother to do because you are entirely negligible, I would perform that betrayal in an alley with several large accomplices. But, certainly, let us remove ourselves from this unpleasantness. I have been advised to avoid public places, in case there is disorder.”
“Half the town’s walking around, hoping somebody will start a riot.” He narrowed his eyes at a band of laborers, swaggering in a group, pushing through the crowd. “Those fellows, for instance. You can see them thinking about it.”
He was right. Under everyone’s voice, under the laughter, under the holiday atmosphere, they were all waiting. “No one is quite sure what to do next. It was simpler when we feared Robespierre. Now there are fifty devils to take his place, and we have not the least idea what to expect.”
“Let’s go expect it somewhere else. I don’t like the smell of blood unless it’s a throat I cut myself.”
It was chilling that he said that and meant it. Hawker was in many ways like a fine gun. At rest, well made, efficient, and even beautiful. Pull back the cocking piece and the gun became deadly. This boy, elegant in motion, perfect in feature, cold as carved crystal, was the cocked gun. He was, in fact, rather frightening.
“One does not slit throats in a public square.”
She had never, in point of fact, slit a throat, but she would not admit this to Hawker. He was the entirely genuine murderous spy, and she was not. With a small pang, she envied him.
He strolled beside her, his pace relaxed, his posture all ease and enjoyment. His eyes were amused and sleepy. Lies, all of it. The energy contained within his skin hummed in the air between them like a sound. He was more alive than anyone she had met. It was as if he carried an invisible top in the center of his chest, spinning strongly, that made her own nerves buzz in sympathy. He was not a restful person.
Ah, well. She would put his deadliness to use. She let her basket swing free. “Come with me. I have something to show you.”
Six
MOST GIRLS, WHEN YOU FOLLOW THEM INTO AN ALLEY, are selling you a quick poke, with the possibility of getting knocked over the head by their pimp. Owl, on the other hand, could be engaged in a broad range of sinister plots.
She brought him to a stone church, small and so old it was sooted up black. There was straw and paper blown up against the bottom of the iron railings of the fence. He’d had a map of Paris pounded into his head, so he knew where they were, but he didn’t know the name of this church. Either he’d forgot or it wasn’t marked on the map in London.
Whatever saint used to own the building, now it was a shrine to Saint Horse. There were three big geldings out in