when he heard the study door open, he cringed.
A few moments later, he heard the explosion he had anticipated.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â Chance asked.
Rich took a deep breath, then went to see what was happening.
Jade had been pouring beer down the kitchen sink. Empty bottles were neatly arranged on the worktop, and now sheâd started on the champagne. The room reeked of alcohol.
Jade and Chance were staring at each other, and Rich would not have put money on who would blink or look away first.
âLetâs just all calm down,â Rich said. His voice seemed quiet and strained and rather weedy, even to himself.
âI am calm,â Jade said. She didnât sound it.
âMaybe we shouldâ¦â Rich swallowed, ââ¦talk about this.â
âIâve nothing to say,â Jade replied. She was still locked in a staring match with her father.
âFine,â Chance said. âThen you can listen. Both of you.â He broke from the confrontation with Jade as he turned to glare at Rich. âIn the living room. Now.â
âI donâtââ Jade started to say.
âNow!â
She didnât finish the thought. She pushed past Chance and Rich and went and sat on the sofa. Rich hesitated a moment, then went and sat beside her.
Chance stood in front of the fireplace, facing them. He looked down at the coffee table between them.
âWhere are my cigarettes?â
âI donât know,â Rich said. âHavenât seen them. On top of the telly, maybe?â
âSo youâre going to smoke at us again, are you?â Jade asked.
âIâm going to tell you some things that you may not want to hear,â Chance said. âAnd some things that you may not believe, but need to know.â
âSo no slouching at the back,â Jade muttered.
Despite himself, Rich giggled.
âAbsolutely,â Chance told them, deadly serious. âItâs bad for your posture.â His mouth twitched, just slightly. But it was enough to defuse the tension a little. He took a deep breath, as if gathering himself for what he was going to say.
Rich waited to be shouted at. He and Jade were used to being told off, and despite her bravado, Rich knew that Jade didnât like it. He could feel how tense she was. He just hoped sheâd take it and not yell back like she sometimes did at Mum. Or used to.
But Chance didnât shout. When he spoke, his voice was calm and quiet. âYouâve been through a lot,â he said. âI know it hasnât been easy for you, even without the upheaval of coming here and coping with me. Itâs difficult, losing someone you love. Especially the first time.â
âLike youâd know,â Jade said.
âI said you might not believe what I say,â Chance told her. âBut I do know. I lost both my parents before I was twenty. But this isnât about me, itâs about you. Right now itâs you two who are important. We donât know each other yet, letâs not even pretend that we do, but I hope we will. I guess thereâs never a good time for whatâs happened, but right now may be evenmore awkward than it should be.â
âWhy?â Rich asked.
Chance sighed. âOne of the most awkward things is that I canât tell you. Not at the moment. There are things aboutâ¦â He hesitated, deciding how to phrase what he wanted to say, ââ¦things about my job that I canât tell you right now.â
âLike why you have a security thing on the phone?â Jade said.
He nodded. âItâs a scrambler. For secure conversations. My work is important and itâs taking up a lot of my time just now. I have some things I need to finish up â urgent things. I canât have distractions.â
âIs that what we are?â Rich said.
Chance smiled. âWith the best will in the world, what do you think?