abundantly clear when they met last winter in Yancey that he loathed what she did for a livingâloathed the lies reporters told, loathed anyone fake or overly ambitiousâand after meeting his ex, she understood why.
Of course, sheâd tried explaining she was different, but in the end, it had taken more than words. Finally, throughout the murder investigation, when theyâd awkwardly been paired to work together, sheâd begun to prove she truly was different, that she had morals and that there were lines she refused to cross, even if it meant her job. But now  . . .
She stiffened. Nothing had changed. She still had lines she wouldnât cross. If he was too bullheaded to see that . . .
She exhaled. She was getting ahead of herself. Gage hadnât said a word, and already he had her twisted in knots. Howdid he do that? And why did she care when he hadnât even bothered to pick up the phone in five months?
âAll right,â Mullins said, slipping the papers back into her leather attaché case. âI think that covers everything. Any questions?â
6
Darcy had barely made it around the corner when Gageâs hand clasped lightly on her arm. His palms were callousedâno doubt from his daily kayak rides. But his touch felt incredible all the same. âWe need to talk.â
Pulling her thoughts from the warm, innately protective touch of his skin on hers, she glanced around, her gaze fixing on Mullins, Ted, and George headed in their direction. âFine, but not here.â She spotted the stairwell door out of the corner of her eye and moved toward it. Tugging Gage inside, she shut the door quietly behind them. With every inch blanketed in a dull grayish-whiteâlike a dirty blank canvas long neglectedâit was the only space on the ship sheâd seen devoid of cheery color.
âI knew it,â he blurted. âYouâre on a case, arenât you?â
âShhh,â she hissed, stepping to the metal rail. Leaning over, she glanced up and down, and relief filled her at finding no one present. She spun back to Gage, a mix of irritation and attraction heating her limbs. âDo you think you could tone it down a bit?â
Gage leaned against the wall, one knee bent, the sole of his Merrell boots braced against the textured concrete. âIthought you gave up undercover reporting.â Disapproval clung to his tone.
Of course it did. Heâd been judging her since heâd stepped foot in the meeting room. She only prayed no one else picked up on the fact that they knew each other far better than sheâd let on. Explaining her prolonged stay in Yancey and the active role sheâd played in a murder investigation would only highlight the truth and depth of her reporting background. As far as anyone on the Bering was concerned, she was an adventure journalist and always had beenâand she needed to keep it that way.
âDarc?â His voice was as deep and warm as she remembered itâlike rich, cascading caramel. âYou were saying . . . ?â
Of course he wasnât going to let this drop. âI had . . . I have . . . I mean . . .â She took a steadying breath, trying to compose her thoughts. What was that tantalizing scent? She inhaled again, forcing herself not to lean into his muscular body. Spicy vanilla aftershave ? The man was flat-out dizzying.
âHad?â he pressed.
âMy friend Abby . . .â
âThe woman who left the Bering ?â
She blew a stray lock of hair from her face. âSupposedly.â
âSupposedly?â He linked his arms across his chest, his sculpted forearms front and center. âShe is your friend?â
She diverted her eyes while trying to decide exactly how much she wanted to confide in him, or rather, how much she should confide. âLook . . .â She shoved her hands in her pockets. Why