said.
âJust a doll,â I said. âYou recognize it?â
She stayed behind me but moved her head around for a closer look, her cheek pressed against my upper arm. She looked for a moment.
âJesus God,â she said.
âYeah?â I said.
âItâs me,â she said. âItâs me.â
She slid around over my arm and pressed herself against me, both arms around me, her head against my chest.
âItâs a doll of me,â she said, âas Tiffany Scott.â
Even I had heard of Tiffany Scott, the spunky, lovable girl reporter, caught up in a series of hair-raising adventures, week after week, for six years on ABC. It was the series that had made her the preeminent television star in the country. Her body was tighter against me than my gunbelt and she seemed to insinuate herself at very precarious spots.
âGot any theories?â I said.
âHe did it,â she said. Her voice was hoarse, throaty with fear. âItâs . . .â She squeezed tighter against me. I would not have thought that possible, but she did it. âItâs a warning.â Her breath was short, and audible.
âWhoâs he?â I said. Spenser, master detective, asker of the penetrating questions.
âI donât know,â she said.
âThen how do you know itâs him?â I said. âOr is it he?â
âHeâs done things like this before.â
âHe has,â I said. âBut we donât know who he is.â
I was losing control of my pronouns. âOr whom?â I said.
She turned her face in against me.
âItâs not funny,â she said.
I reached up with my free hand, the one she wasnât clinging to, and took the doll down.
âHis name isnât Ken, is it?â
âI told you,â she said. âI donât know who he is. I just know heâs after me.â
I got my arm free of her clutch and turned her around and steered her back to the front of the mobile home.
âIâll need to talk to your driver,â I said.
âPaulie,â she said.
âPaulie what?â
âI donât know. I just call him Paulie. You got a cigarette?â
âI donât smoke,â I said.
âWell, hand me some from the table there,â she said.
I gave her the cigarettes and she took one out and put it into her mouth and looked at me expectantly. There were matches on the dashboard in front of the driverâs seat. I stood, stepped past her, took a book of matches and lit her cigarette, then I tucked the matches inside the cellophane wrapper on the cigarette pack and put them in her lap.
âWho would know Paulieâs full name?â I said.
âI donât know, for Godâs sake, ask Sandy. I donât keep track of every sweat hog that works on this picture.â
âThe bigger they are, the nicer they are.â
She seemed recovered from her panic.
âYou do coke?â she said.
I shook my head.
âWell, I do,â she said. âYou got a problem with that?â
I shook my head again. She went to the breakfast nook, got the stuff out of a cabinet and did two lines off the tabletop.
âI got to work this afternoon,â she said. âYou try getting up every time the light goes on. You try sparkling eight hours a day, sometimes ten or fifteen.â
âFor me, itâs easy,â I said, and gave her a sparkling smile.
She paid me no attention. She was bobbing her head slightly and tapping her fingers on the tabletop.
âYou going to do something about this?â she said.
I looked at her, jeeped from the coke, waiting to go out and pretend to be wonderful; evasive and self-deluded and kind of stupid, and startlingly beautiful. For all I knew sheâd hung the doll herself. For all I knew âheâ didnât exist.
âAre you?â she said. She was impatient now, tapping her foot, her eyes very bright.