that.
âWe got you through the police commissioner,â Salzman said. âCommissioner himself said you were good.â
âMan loves me,â I said.
âActually,â Salzman said, âhe remarked that he didnât like you a bit, but you were the best at what you did.â
âSame thing,â I said. âWhereâs the lovely Miss Joyce?â
âWeâre shooting here today. Too cold out for Jill.â
Salzman got up.
âIâll take you down. Ever seen film being made?â
âYeah,â I said.
âExciting?â
âLike watching ice melt,â I said.
âI can see youâre a fan,â Salzman said.
We went out through the outer office where two young women hunched over typewriters. There was a fax machine on the windowsill, and six file cabinets, and on the wall a big, and detailed, map of Boston.
âIâll be on the set,â Salzman said to one of the young women. She nodded without looking up.
âRemember youâve got the teamster guys at eleven forty-five,â she said.
âPage me when they arrive,â Salzman said. We went down the corridor past glassed-in office space where people labored over computers and drawing boards and typewriters. We went down the stairs and through the lobby, with a huge promotional poster of Jill Joyce on the wall, and a receptionist at her desk, and down another corridor, past the wardrobe office and the property room and the carpenter shop to a soundstage. On the thick door to the soundstage was a big sign that said DO NOT ENTER WHEN RED LIGHT IS ON. Above the door was a red light. It was on. Salzman opened the door quietly and we went in. We were on the back side of some walls that had been assembled from plywood and two-by-fours. On the other side of those walls the space was brightly lit. I followed Salzman around the cluster of ragged crew members loitering off camera, waiting to do what they were employed to do.
The set was of an office, or two walls of an office, in which a psychiatrist, Dr. Shannon Cassidy, was confronting an obviously demented man who was armed with a Browning automatic and was pointing it at her the way everybody points guns on television, with two hands, straight out, at shoulder level. Shannon was played by the delectable Jill Joyce, clear-eyed, kind, intuitive yet passionate, in a crisply tailored suit. In her bearing and in every word she spoke there was the kind of wise and sexy innocence that had guaranteed thirteen-week on-air pickups for twenty years. The demented man was a guest star whom Iâd never heard of.
âYou make any sudden moves, Doc,â the demented man was saying, âand youâre gonna be real sorry.â
Dr. Cassidyâs smile was caring and brave.
âDonât you realize, Kenneth, that youâre the victim?â Doc Cassidy said. âI canât let you hurt yourself this way . . . someone does care.â
She slowly extended her hand.
âI care.â
She held her hand out toward the guy, whose face ran the gamut of emotions from A to B. His face contorted, the gun shook.
âYouâre not alone if someone cares,â Doc Cassidy said softly.
The demented guy suddenly lunged forward and put the gun into her hand. The director said âCut.â And the demented guy straightened up and took his hands from his face and stopped being demented.
âWho writes this stuff?â he said.
A grayish woman with ample hips came around the desk where Jill Joyce was sitting. She wore a hand mirror on a ribbon around her waist and she held it in front of Jill while she made small dabbing motions at Jillâs hair with a little bristly brush. A makeup woman also appeared and dusted Jillâs face with a small, soft brush, the kind you might use to baste a spare rib. A young production assistant in jeans and a manâs flannel shirt handed Jill a lit cigarette and Jill dragged on it intently