Read Spoiled Secrets for Free Online Page B

mean that you’re giving him to me because he’s gay?”
     
                  “Amber, don’t take it the wrong way, but you’re like the spokesperson for, ‘ If you’re gay or bisexual and you need a listening ear call me at, 1-800-choose slits or dicks!’”
     
                  “You know, that’s not fair!  I really don’t think helping one person by being a listening ear, hardly makes me a gay shrink!”
     
                  “That so called, one person, was partially the cause of your three week suspension! And, before you start yelling about secrets, I haven’t mentioned a single word to anyone about Jason coming out of the closet to you.  I would like to give props when props are due.   That advice about not double dipping…girl, boy…boy, girl was great Dr. Wallace!”
     
                  “You know what; I don’t have time for this shit today, Emily.  Make sure you keep your mouth shut about Jason.  I told him that I wouldn’t go running off at the mouth and I’ve kept that promise! Besides you and Keisha, no one else knows.”  I gave Emily a pointed look.
     
                  “That queen should have known that you were going to tell me and Keisha!”  I closed my eyes and kept repeating, breathe in and breathe out . 
     
                  “Emily, that queen is my friend.  Granted, he might not be a best friend, but he is my friend.  That queen as you refer to him, did know that I would probably tell you and Keisha his secret and he gave me permission to tell you .  He knew that you two would rather gouge out your left eye before betraying my trust.  That’s what he counted on and I counted on the same thing.”
     
                  “Well, if it’s a choice between my gorgeous, left- fucking- eye and telling the whole fucking world that he prefers Adam rather than Eve, Let me be the first one to say, I’m keeping my goddamned eye!  Keisha on the other hand, can go around looking like a crazed bat, on summer’s eve’s crack, if she wants too with no goddamned left eye.  The choice is hers!  But, when it comes to my perfection and his sexual lie…I’m just saying, his secret is not safe with me!”
     
                  “What?  Emily, shut the hell up!  GOD, you are so vain!”
     
                  “Children…children stop all the bickering.  Can’t we all just get along!  Come on, the warning bell has already rung.  We better get to our classes.”  Keisha, always being the peace maker and the voice of reason, we fall in line and head to class. 

 
    Dear GOD,
     
     
                  I apologize for not writing you sooner than this, but my life has been hell for the past month.  The word around town is that you’re all seeing, so, you should already know that.  People say, when you die you either go to heaven or hell.  I think they’re wrong.  I believe that I’m living in hell now; there can’t possibly be any other place worse than this.
     
                  I’m starting to believe that there is no heaven.  Is there even a GOD? Are you real? If you are real, I have a serious bone to pick with you.  From what I’ve read and what I have heard you’re supposed to be a loving, caring, and protective GOD. 
     
                  Protecting – let me cross that word off the list because where were you GOD?  Where were you GOD when my father was having his way with me this past month?  I prayed! I actually prayed that you would reach down from your mighty perch in heaven and strike him down as he stood over my bed, contemplating his next fantasy.
     
                  Caring – I’ll cross that word off the list as well.  If you cared so much for me, you would find a way to deliver me from this personal hellhole.
     
                  Loving – Another word crossed off the list.  Gosh,