I wonder how sterile his needles are.
Starr flashes me an excited smile and I smile back. Then, when Sean turns his back to examine the walls of tattoo designs, she nods toward him, then gives me a thumbs-up. I stifle a pleased giggle.
Todd walks over to Starr and rips open a paper package containing the hugest needle known to mankind. I stare in shock. Theyâre going to put that through her tongue? I want to ask her if sheâs sure she wants to do this, but donât want to sound like a Barbie again.
Starr promptly sticks out her tongue, looking as if she doesnât have a fear in the world. I wish I had her confidence. Or tolerance for pain, at least. The man rubs numbing solution on her tongue, then readies the needle. At the last minute I turn away, not able to watch the sharp object penetrate her.
When I turn back a moment later, itâs over. Thereâs now a silver stud embedded in Starrâs tongue. Eddie gives her an atta-girl woot and she smiles.
âDid it hurt?â I ask.
She shakes her head. âNawh that mucthh.â
âIt may be hard to talk for a day or two,â Eddie informs her. âBut trust me, itâs worth it.â
âAnyone else?â Todd the torturer asks.
âDawhhn,â says Starr, pointing at me.
âWhat? No way,â I protest. âI am so not having my tongue pierced.â
âBahhbie.â
âIâm not a Barbie. Just âcause I donât want a big metal spike jammed through my mouth does not make me a Barbie.â
âHey, babe, chill,â Eddie says. âGive the girl a break. Even you gotta admit, a tongueâs pretty hardcore for a first piercing.â
Yeah, I say, mentally thanking Eddie for his voice of reason.
âHow about your navel?â Todd suggests.
âNavel?â
âYeah, you know. Belly button,â says Eddie, gesturing to my middle.
âI donât know â¦â I wonder how many coolness points Iâll lose if I run screaming from the piercing parlor. Probably all, since I donât have that many to begin with.
But still, I canât get anything pierced. Not even my belly button. The Evil Ones would kill me â¦
... if they found out, that is. And thereâs no way they couldâif I play my cards right. Itâs not like they ever see me naked, so unless I wore a half-shirt or bikini in front of them, theyâd probably never know....
âForhget ith, Eddie,â says swollen-tongued Starr. She rises from the piercing chair. âSheâth too scared.â
âIâm not scared,â I retort, sick of Starrâs jabs. I plop down on the chair and pull my shirttail out of my skirt. âGo ahead. Pierce away.â
Starr, Eddie, and Sean look impressed by my random act of defiance. The tattoo guy chuckles, as if heâs seen these kinds of dares a million times. He goes back behind the counter to get a clean needle.
Starr and Eddie, mission accomplished, wander off to go look at some silver and leather jewelry. Sean approaches and kneels down beside me, his intense blue eyes searching my face.
âAre you sure you want to do this?â he asks.
âYes,â I say firmly, even though Iâm totally not.
âDonât let them goad you into something you donât want,â he says earnestly. âYouâve got nothing to prove.â
I appreciate him saying that, but I realize that in this case, heâs wrong. I do have something to prove. To myself. This piercing will be more than just a hole in my abdomen and a new piece of jewelry. Itâs a symbol of me taking control of my life. Of doing things the way I want to do them, even if those things donât fit into The Evil Onesâ plan. Even if they are looked down upon by my airhead friends. By piercing my belly button, Iâm saying that Iâm my own person. And Iâll do things my way.
âIâm sure,â I say.
The man returns with his
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