needle. Itâs even bigger than the tongue one and for a moment I feel like Iâm going to pass out. He paints a black dot on my stomach with a marker and then places a clamp in the fold of skin.
At that point, the point when Iâm ready to completely wimp out and beg for mercy, Sean grabs hold of my trembling hand. I look over at him and he smiles at me. A pure, beautiful, genuine smile of support and encouragement.
âJust look at me,â he says. âItâll be easier that way.â
The pain is hot. The needle burns through my skin and I bite down not to scream in agony. Itâs quite possibly the worst pain Iâve ever felt in my entire lifeâincluding the time I broke my arm in third grade. I squeeze Seanâs hand tightly, my nails digging into his palm and I try to concentrate on looking into his eyes. Losing myself in their beautiful blue.
And then itâs over. I survive. And I have a cool new piece of silver jewelry embedded in my body.
âWhoo hoo!â I cry, jumping up. âI did it!â Unable to stop myself, I throw my arms around Sean in celebration. He laughs and hugs me back, carefully, so as not to bump the piercing.
âNo sex for twenty-four hours,â Todd instructs, causing both of us to pull away from our embrace and blush deep red.
âWeâre... not ...I mean, um,â I stammer. Ah, hell.
 Todd nods knowingly and I get the feeling heâs thinking the lady doth protest too much. But âThatâll be twenty bucks,â is all he says.
I pay him and the four of us walk out of the shop. We hit the diner next door and order burgers, fries and Cokes. (Starr orders a yogurt smoothie to numb her tongue.) We chat and joke and laugh during the meal. Starr and Eddie get into a big debate about the current economy and whoâs respoinsible. While they banter and bicker, Sean and I poke fun at them from across the table.
Weâre having such a blast, I lose track of time. For a few blissful minutes, I totally forget about my commitments. About The Evil Ones and the torture they will have planned for me if I get home late with no good explanation as to where I have been.
We walk out of the restaurant and I realize itâs now nearly six oâclock and I have to get back home. Starr grudgingly agrees to go with me, after she says her good-byes to Eddie. Iâm a bit disturbed to realize her good-byes include jamming her tongue down his throat at the bus stop. After all, she just met the guy! Not to mention that said tongue was recently traumatized by a large needle.
I laugh a little, embarrassed, and turn from the major PDA-age. Sean rolls his eyes and takes me by the shoulder, leading me a few yards away.
âLooks like Eddie finally met his match,â he says with a chuckle.
âHeâs not a jerk, is he?â I ask. I donât know why I feel the need to worry about Starr. Of all people, she doesnât need a protector, thatâs for sure. Especially not someone like me. But I canât help being a mother hen.
Sean shakes his head. âNah, heâs cool. Just loud.â He smiles. âThatâs nice of you, though. To look out for your friend.â
I shrug. âSheâs not even really my friend. In fact, Iâm not even sure she likes me much.â
âNo?â Sean asks, reaching over to brush a lock of hair out of my eyes. âWhy wouldnât she like you?â
His sudden close proximity starts doing funny things to my pulse. Does he want to kiss me? I swallow hard and drop my gaze to the dirty sidewalk. Iâm such a wimp.
He puts a finger under my chin and tilts my head up so Iâm looking into his eyes. Gulp, this is it. He is going to kiss me! Iâm going to be kissed by the gorgeous Sean. I can feel his warm, peppermint breath on my face.
âWell, I like you,â he says with a grin. âI mean, just FYI.â
âDo you?â I ask, regretting the