squat, round massiveness balanced on a pedestal. A family heirloom for over 150 years and a horrible energy waster. I didnât know we still had it. The morning sun sparkles off the silver surface.
The sparkles fracture into a rustle of green leaves â¦
The tree ⦠an ancient, bent early snow apple, with the thick, forked limb sturdy enough to support a tree house.
âStewart? You okay?â
âIâm ⦠the smell ⦠my spaceship tree house.â A different birthday. A special present. âWho helped me build that?â
âGosh, that was so long ago. We saved tinfoil for months to make the shiny skin. Iâd almost forgotten that!â
âBut who built it with me?â
âMom did, of course.â Mark takes a platter of waffles out of the warmer and sets them on the table. âHappy birthday!â
âHow come I donât remember that?â
âYou just did.â Mark flips a couple waffles onto my plate. âCome on. Theyâll get cold.â
I sit and butter them. Drizzle syrup into each little square. Eyes closed, I pretend the first bite is a PLV and slowly dock it in my mouth. Iâm hoping something magic will happenâanother memory. All I get is reminded that Markâs a great cook.
The disappointment makes me more determined than ever to get some answers from the Counselor.
First thing when I get to school, I drop off my science project, then head for the Counselorâs office. The projectâs not my best effort. I could barely concentrate once I decided to confront the Counselor with what the old spacer told me. I wish I couldâve talked to him again, but I couldnât just run out on Markâs birthday breakfast, and then there was no time left for a detour.
I slip a hand into my pants pocket. Run my finger over the sharp corners of the Space Academy Camp application folded there.
No harm in dreaming.
As soon as I step into the Counselorâs officeâ bing âthe sign changes to â ENTER, PLEASE. â No waiting today. I step up to the session room door. Hesitate with my thumb hovering over the latch plate. Draw in a deep, steadying breath. I am going to make it talk about what I want for once.
I mash my thumb against the latch plate. The door slides open. The huge screen on the wall behind the empty desk declares:
MRS. PHILLIPS REGRETS SHE CANNOT APPEAR IN PERSON, STEWART. AUTOMATED SIMULATION IS DOWNLOADING.
When I sit on the stool in front of the desk, the holofield glitters, filling the chair with Mrs. Phillipsâs image. Sensors whir behind the screen. The hologram leans toward me. âYou have been in therapy for six years, Stewart. Suddenly you search for information about us. Why?â
A frozen moment, like when someone walks in on you in the bathroom. I was all ready for a fight and now the Counselor practically admits it was watching me. âSo you were monitoring my computer yesterday.â
âYes. In certain special cases, TIA is authorized to inform us of your activities. If you have questions about us, you should ask them here.â
âWhat about my rights? You canât just spy on me! Donât I have rights?â
âYou do have rights, Stewart, but they are slightly reduced in special cases. Donât worry.â The image smiles. âThe information is used only to assist with your therapy.â
âWhatâs special about my case?â
âParental permission is required for me to answer that question.â The image folds its hands together. âThere are many things we can speak of without your fatherâs permission, Stewart. Please, ask your questions.â
âDid you make me forget things?â
âWhy would you think we had done that?â
âBecause I forget too many things I should remember, like how Mom and I built my spaceship tree house. How could an important memory like that just be gone?â
The image sits up