charcoaled fingers at our bed, and let
Me be his pleasure, though Philip sweat
At his rhythms and use those hateful tricks
They say he feels like after heretics.
O let the King be gentle and not loom
Like Torquemada in the torture room,
Those wiry Spanish hairs, these nuptial nights,
Crackling like lit tapers in his tights,
His seed like water spluttered off hot stone.
Maria, whose dark eyes very like my own
Shine on such consummations, Maria bless
My Philip just this once with gentleness.
The King’s cool knuckles on my smoky hair!
Mare Mediterraneum, la mer, la mer
That almost got him in your gorge with sides
Of feastmeats, you must flush this scared bride’s
Uterus with scouring salt. O cure and cool
The scorching birthmarks of his branding-tool.
Sweat chills my small breasts and limp hands.
They curled like foetuses,
maman
, and cried.
His crusted tunics crumple as he stands:
Come, Isabella
. God
is satisfied
.
Newcastle is Peru
‘Correct your maps: Newcastle is Peru!’
(John Cleveland)
‘Venient annis saecula seris,
Quibus Oceanus vincula rerum
Laxet & ingens pateat tellus,
Tethysque novos detegat orbes,
Nec sit terris ultima Thule.’
(Seneca,
Medea
, 375–9)
For defending in our Civil Wars
the King’s against the better cause,
Newcastle got its motto: FORTIT-
ER TRIUMPHANS DEFENDIT .
After Nigeria and Prague I come
back near to where I started from,
all my defences broken down
on nine or ten
Newcastle Brown
.
A sudden, stiff September breeze
blows off the sea along the quays
and chills us; autumn and I need
your shoulder with a desperate need.
A clumsy effort at control,
I faff with paper chips and coal,
and rake out with elaborate fuss
one whole summer’s detritus.
A good draught and the fire roars
like muted Disney dinosaurs,
and last week’s Sunday paper glows
yellowish, its urgent prose,
like flies across a carcass, spreads
and fattens on the voiceless dead.
A picture shows lobbed mortar bombs
smashing down Onitsha homes.
The fire sucks in the first cold air
under the coverage of massacre.
The fire chatters, almost flies,
a full-fledged bird of paradise.
I lay down, dizzy, drunk, alone,
life circling life like the Eddystone
dark sea, but lighting nothing; sense
nor centre, nor circumference.
A life-long, sick sixpennyworth
of appalling motion round the Earth;
scared, moonrocketing till Pop-
eye and blurred planets stop;
Switchback; Helter Skelter; Reel;
the Blackpool Pleasure Beach Big Wheel,
its million coloured lightbulbs one
red halo like an empty sun.
The
Caterpillar
; Hunslet Feast;
one hand on my first woman’s breast;
darkness; acceleration so
we’re desperate with vertigo;
then chained in solitary
Chair-
o-planes
through whistling air
as all the known Leeds landmarks blur
to something dark and circular.
Venus, Vulcan, Cupid stare
out vacantly on City Square,
and
Deus iuvat impigros
above the bank where God helps those
who help themselves, declares
Leeds purposeful in its affairs.
Mercator; miles
, school chapel glass
transparencies to blood and brass.
And
Self Help
Samuel Smiles was said
to have waltzed round our first bed
in our partitioned ballroom flat
with hardly room to swing a cat.
Worthies! Loiners! O King Dick
Oastler and his rhetoric,
and William Hey, the first to show
syphilis
in utero
.
O highlife crocodiles that went
round one palm tree in the bare cement!
The dizziness! That spiral stair
up St Vitus’s Cathedral; there
the golden cockerel and great Prague
before us like a catalogue;
slides. Bloodless mementos, all
Time-Life
International.
And now with vistas like Earl Grey’s
I look out over life and praise
from my unsteady, sea-view plinth
each dark turn of the labyrinth
that might like a river suddenly
wind its widening banks into the sea
and Newcastle is Newcastle is New-
castle
is
Peru!
Swirled detritus and driftwood pass
in state the 1880
Sas-
inena Cold Storage