now?â
âNo. Days ago,â Laren corrected. âIt takes several days to make glass. Longer, depending on what colours you want.â She put on her gloves, feeling uneasy about the burn scars on her hands, but no one had noticed them. Ramsay had moved to the back of the cavern, trying to remain unobtrusive.
Her side was aching again and Laren took severalbreaths to force back the pain. Tonight she would speak to Vanora and ask if she could make a sleeping draught. For now, she hid her misery and asked Dougal, âDid you bring me any of the beechwood ash? Or am I supposed to scrape it off you?â
His cheeks reddened at her teasing and he pointed outside. âI filled the wagon with it.â
âYou can dump it just outside the cave, if you can manage.â
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In the end, all of them worked together to shovel it out. Mairin and Adaira tried to help, but it was more difficult with them underfoot.
When at last the wagon was empty, Laren checked on the melt and adjusted the fires. She used a bellows to increase the heat and Ramsay took his place beside the fire, promising to keep it going.
âIt should be ready by midnight,â he predicted. âIâll add the crucible then.â
âGood. Iâll be here first thing in the morning to check the melt.â
âI wonât let the fire go out,â he swore. And she knew heâd keep the promise. He was accustomed to sleeping during the day; not once had she lost a melt under his watch.
Laren gave him a solemn nod, refraining from ruffling his hair as she wanted to. Ramsay couldnât bear any form of affection and heâd stiffened on the few occasions when sheâd patted his shoulder. When she looked into his dark eyes, she saw the image of the son she might have had.
The vivid pain came crashing back and she bit her lip to suppress it. Nairna sent her a curious look. âAre you all right?â
Laren nodded. âI suppose I should take the girls back.Itâs late.â She touched Mairinâs shoulder and reminded her daughter to hold her sisterâs hand. After adjusting their outer clothing to keep them warm, Laren took both girlsâ hands in hers and started to walk back.
Nairna remained at her side and ventured softly, âI think you should tell your husband about the glass.â
Laren sent the girls to run on ahead and they quickly caught up to Dougal, begging for a ride inside the wagon. When they were out of earshot, she stopped walking, touching her hand to her side.
âI will tell him, Nairna. Just not yet.â The idea of revealing her awkward skills was frightening. It was like exposing the deepest part of herself.
âIt would help him to understand why youâre gone so many hours of the day.â Her sister-in-law rested a hand upon her shoulders. âAnd one day youâll tell the rest of the clan.â
Laren shook her head. âI know what the other women say about me. They think Iâm spineless and unfit to be a chiefâs wife.â
âI donât believe that.â Nairna shook her head and smiled. âYouâre just quiet and shy.â
âNo. Itâs more than that.â Laren reached down and touched the edge of her gown, remembering the thread-bare clothing sheâd worn years ago.
âMy father was a beggar,â Laren admitted. âHe wasnât able to take care of us. Sometimes he would fall under a spell of melancholy and wouldnât get out of bed for weeks at a time.â She pulled her cloak tighter around her. âWe hardly had enough to eat and everyone knew it. My sisters and I wore the cast-off clothes of others.â
From Nairnaâs startled expression, she guessed that no one had told her. âThe clan knows where I came from. Andthey know I havenât the ability to lead them.â She shook her head at the incongruity of the idea. Then she looked back at Nairna. âI may be the