youâre still into movie night,â she whispered.
â Shhhh! â Tesla pouted. âIâm trying to watch.â
Tesla was superintense through the whole movie. At some point she slid off the couch and sat cross-legged on the floor, so she could practically touch the TV. Against the screen, her hair looked like a halo.
At some point, the kid, who has been left alone, goes to a church, because heâs lonely, I guess. Tesla made us pause the movie at that scene.
âWhy donât we go to church?â she asked.
âDo you want to go?â Momma Jo asked, her mouth full of pizza.
Tesla shrugged and pressed Play.
Mama Kate looked hard at the back of Teslaâs head.
Weird.
But then, of course, before I could think about it too much, true to form â¦
âOh! Itâs that woman! Whatâs the name of that actress, Monty?â
I have no idea.
âYou know this little boy is grown up and married now, I think. Isnât he, Monty?â
For Godâs sake.
Right about the time the zany burglars in the movie were slipping around on marbles, which Momma Jo thought was hilarious, I began my escape.
âYou donât want to see the end of this?â Momma Jo asked as I slid backward off the couch, not unlike a lizard.
âI think I got it,â I said, landing on the floor and standing upright. âThe kid ends up not alone, right?â
â Monty! â Tesla whined.
âSorry!â I hollered, and bounded up the stairs.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
I was lying in bed when I got an IM from Thomas.
Thomas: You OK? Looked for you after school.
Me: Bad day. Jefferson sucks.
Thomas: Cour-age, my little one.
Thomas: Remember we are orchids in a forest of carnations.
Me: I will try.
I think the thing that really makes Thomas, me, and Naoki such good friends, beyond their amazingness, is the fact that we are most definitelyâunlike everyone else in Auntyânot from here.
Technically, Iâve lived here since I was nine. But letâs just say, as a girl with two moms, from Canada, I didnât exactly get a warm welcome when I stepped through the doors of Aunty Public Elementary School, vintage Michael Jackson lunch box in tow.
And the number of times, since that first day, that Iâve been asked if I grew up in an igloo is uncountable.
Iâve also been asked, more than a million times, if I miss my dad. By which they presumably mean the anonymous sperm donor who Iâve never met.
Basically, for as long as Iâve lived in Aunty, Iâve always been, like, this inexplicable thing, a mystery object thatâs not like anyone else at this school. I guess itâs possible that thatâs part of why Iâm so obsessed with other inexplicable things. With other unsolved mysteries.
Thereâs nothing wrong with being unsolved. Unsolved just means not everyone gets it.
Iâm kind of glad no one else but the Mystery Club is into this kind of stuff. Itâs like my secret treasure. Me and the Mystery Clubâs thing. Itâs special.
After I got off IMing with Thomas, I watched this BBC documentary on cryonics, which is where people freeze themselves so they can be brought back to life in the future. Then I spent a few hours rereading The Outsiders .
Itâs a great book.
I looked up foreshadowing, whichâsurprise, surpriseâdoesnât have anything to do with darkness. Itâs a hint of whatâs to come that a writer leaves for the reader.
Why would foreshadowing have to be bad? I thought. Everything has a shadow. Plus anyone with a brain knows you need a light to have a shadow. Light is good.
I pulled out my phone and opened my app.
â
Foreshadowing in real life. Maybe fortune telling?
Right under that was:
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The Eye of Know
I tossed my phone on the bed and looked up the website, just for kicks.
The site was still there, but the shop now had a banner that read SOLD OUT .
I called