broken but rather, how many desperate Davids were nourished and equipped? Ahimelech teaches the church to pursue the spirit of the law more than its letter.
David teaches the desperate to seek help amidst Godâs people. David stumbles in this story. Desperate souls always do. But at least
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David teaches the desperate to seek help amidst Godâs people.
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he stumbles into the right placeâinto Godâs sanctuary, where God meets and ministers to hopeless hearts.
For proof, return to the story with which we began: the breath-less, disheveled man who sits in the church assembly.
Did I mention the size of the congregation? Small. A dozen or so souls clustered together for strength. Did I tell you the location of the gathering? A borrowed upstairs room in Jerusalem. And the date? Sunday. The Sunday after Fridayâs crucifixion. The Sunday after Thursday nightâs betrayal.
A church of desperate disciples.
Peter cowers in the corner and covers his ears, but he canât silence the sound of his empty promise. âIâd die for you!â he had
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God brings bread for our souls (âPeace be with youâ)
and a sword for the struggle (âReceive the Holy Spiritâ).
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vowed (Luke 22:33 MSG). But his courage had melted in the midnight fire and fear. And now he and the other runaways wonder what place God has for them. Jesus answers the question by walking through the door.
He brings bread for their souls. âPeace be with youâ ( John 20:19). He brings a sword for the struggle. âReceive the Holy Spiritâ (v. 22).
Bread and swords. He gives both to the desperate.
Still.
5
DRY SEASONS
T HE DEAD SEA is dying. Drop by drop, at a rate of three feet a year, she is shrinking. Galilee sends her fresh fluid through the T Jordanian Canal, water worthy of a Messiahâs baptism. But the Dead Sea impoverishes it: darkening, acidizing, creating a saline cemetery. You find little life in her waters.
You find little life in her surroundings. Ominous cliffs rise to the west, flattening out at two thousand feet. Erosion has scarred the land into a tyranny of caves and ruts and sparse canyons: a home for hyenas, lizards, buzzards . . . and David. Not by choice, mind you. He didnât want to swap the palace for the badlands. No one chooses the wilderness. It comes at you from all directionsâheat and rain, sandstorms and hail. We prefer air-conditioned bedrooms and culs-de-sacâsafety.
But sometimes we have no vote. Calamity hits and the roof rips. The tornado lifts and drops us in the desert. Not the desert in south-eastern Israel, but the desert of the soul.
A season of dryness.
Isolation marks such seasons. Saul has effectively and systematically isolated David from every source of stability.
His half-dozen assassination attempts ended Davidâs military career. His pursuit drove a wedge in Davidâs marriage. After Davidâs
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Wilderness begins with disconnections.
It continues with deceit.
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wife, Michal, helped him escape, Saul demanded an explanation from her. âI had to,â she lied. âHe threatened to kill me if I didnât help himâ (1 Sam. 19:17 TLB). David never trusted his wife again. They stayed married but slept in different beds.
David races from Saulâs court to Samuelâs house. But no sooner does he arrive than someone tells Saul, âTake note, David is at Naioth in Ramah!â (19:19).
David flees to Jonathan, his soul mate. Jonathan wants to help, but what can he do? Leave the court in the hands of a madman? No, Jonathan has to stay with Saul. David can hear the twine popping on the lifeline.
No place in the court.
No position in the army.
No wife, no priest, no friend.
Nothing to do but run. Wilderness begins with disconnections. It continues with deceit.
We saw Davidâs deceit in Nob, the city of the priests. The city was holy; David was anything but. He lied each time he opened
Tamara Rose Blodgett, Marata Eros