NEVER WANTED TO see her again.
Morgan McGuire was stirring things up in Nate Hathoway that did not need stirring.
That impulse to kiss her cheek was the last impulse he intended to follow. It had been like kissing the petals of a rose, so soft, so yielding. Touching the exquisite softness of her with his lips had made him acutely aware of a vast empty spot in his life.
As had spending a day with her, her laughter, her enthusiasm, contagious.
So, it was an easy decision. No more Morgan McGuire.
Nate, alone in his workshop, vowed it out loud. âI wonât see her again. Wonât have anything to do with her.â
There. His and Aceâs lives felt complicated enough without adding the potential messiness of a relationship with the teacher.
Relationship? That was exactly why he wasnât seeing her again. A dayâshopping of all thingsâmade him think of the sassy schoolteacher in terms of a relationship?
No. He was setting his mind against it, and that was that.
One thing every single person in this town knew about Nate Hathoway: his discipline was legendary. When he said something, it happened.
It was that kind of discipline that had allowed him to take a forgeâa relic from a past age that had not provided a decent living for the past two generations of Hathoway blacksmithsâand bend it to his vision for its future.
His own father had been skeptical, but then he was a Hathoway, and skepticism ran deep through the men in this family. So did hard work and hell-raising.
Cindy and David had been raised in the same kind of families as his. Solidly blue-collar, poor, proud. The three of them had been the musketeers, their friendship shielding them from the scorn of their wealthier classmates.
While his solution to the grinding poverty of his childhood had been the forge, Davidâs had been the army. He felt the military would be his ticket to an education, to being able to provide for Cindy after he married her.
Instead, heâd come home in a flag-draped box.
You look after her if anything happens to me.
And so Nate had.
Sheâd never been quite the same, some laughter gone from her forever, but the baby had helped. Still, they had had a good relationship, a strong partnership, loyalty to each other and commitment to family.
Her loss had plunged him into an abyss that he had been able to avoid when David had died. Now he walked with an ever present and terrifying awareness that all amanâs strength could not protect those he loved entirely. A manâs certainty in his ability to control his world was an illusion. A man could no more hold back tragedy than he could hold back waves crashing onto a shore.
Nate felt Cindyâs loss sharply. But at the same time he felt some loss of himself.
Still, thinking of her now, Nate was aware Cindy would never have flinched from such a mild curse as damn.
And he was almost guiltily aware Cindyâs scent permeating the interior of a vehicle had never filled him with such an intense sense of longing. For things he couldnât have.
Someone like Morgan McGuire could never fit into his world. His was a world without delicacy, since Cindyâs death it had become even more a manâs world.
âSo, no more.â
What about Ace in this world that was so without soft edges?
Well, he told himself, it had changed from the world of his childhood. It wasnât hardscrabble anymore. It wasnât the grinding poverty he had grown up with. The merciless teasing from his childhoodâabout his worn shoes, faded shirts, near-empty lunchboxâsat with him still. And made him proud.
And mean if need be.
Not that there had been even a hint of anyone looking down their noses at him for a long, long time.
Partly in respect for his fists.
Mostly because within two years of Nate taking over the forgeâpouring his blood and his grit and his pure will into itâit had turned around.
The success of the forge was beyond