Then, abruptly, she turns and shoots a glance over her shoulder. âWhat about you, Alex?â
âWaterbury,â he answers immediately. My stomach knots up. I know itâs stupidâI know the stakes are higher than the two of usâbut I canât help but feel a flash of anger. Of course he disagrees with me. Of course.
âItâs no advantage to be cut off from communication and information,â he says. âThereâs a war on. We can try to deny it, we can try to bury our heads in the sand, but thatâs the truth. And the war will find us either way eventually. I say we meet it head-on.â
âHeâs right,â Julian pipes up.
I turn to him, startled. He hardly ever speaks in the evenings around the campfire. I donât think he feels comfortable yet. He is still the newbie, the outsiderâand even worse, a convert from the other side. Julian Fineman, son of the late Thomas Fineman, founder and head of Deliria-Free America, and enemy to everything we stand for. It doesnât matter that Julian turned his back on his family and causeâand nearly gave up his lifeâto be here with us. I can tell that some people donât trust him.
Julian speaks with the measured cadence of a practiced public speaker. âThereâs no point in using avoidance tactics. This wonât blow over. If the resistance grows, the government and the military will do anything they can to stop it. Weâll have a better chance of fighting back if we put ourselves in the middle of things. Otherwise weâll just be rabbits in a hole, waiting to be flushed out.â
Even though Julian agrees with Alex, he is careful to keep his eyes trained on Raven. Julian and Alex never speak to or even look at each other, and the others are careful not to comment on it.
âI say Waterbury,â Lu puts in, which surprises me. Last year, she didnât want anything to do with the resistance. She wanted to disappear into the Wilds, make a homestead as far as possible from the Valid cities.
âAll right, then.â Raven stands up, brushing off the back of her jeans. âWaterbury it is. Any other objections?â
Weâre all silent for a minute, looking at one another, our faces consumed by shadow. No one speaks. Iâm not happy with the decision, and Julian must sense it. He puts a hand on my knee and squeezes.
âThen itâs decided. Tomorrow we canââ
Raven is cut off by the sound of shouting, a sudden flurry of voices. We all riseâan instinctive response.
âWhat the hell?â Tack has shouldered his rifle and is scanning the mass of trees that surround us, a tangled wall of branches and vines. The woods have fallen silent again.
âShhh.â Raven holds up a hand.
Then: âI need help out here, guys!â And then, âShit.â There is a collective release, a relaxation of tension. We recognize Sparrowâs voice. He wandered away earlier to do his business in the woods.
âWe got you, Sparrow!â Pike calls out. Figures race into the trees, turning to shadow as soon as they leave the small circumference of brightness cast by the fire. Julian and I stay where we are, and I notice that Alex does too. There is a confusion of voices and instructionsââHer legs, her legs, grab her legsââand then Sparrow, Tack, Pike, and Dani are emerging once again into the clearing, each pair saddled with a body. At first I think they are each hauling an animal, bundled in tarps, but then I see a pale white arm, dangling toward the ground, starkly illuminated by the fire, and my stomach turns.
People.
âWater, get water!â
âGrab the kit, Raven, sheâs bleeding.â
For a moment, Iâm paralyzed. As Tack and Pike place the bodies down on the ground, near the fire, two faces are revealed: one old, dark, weather-beaten; a woman who has been in the Wilds for most of her life, if not all of it.