about bar bouncer not being a lucrative profession, though I guess a few people might have inferred that from the way I dressed. Nor did I speculate what I was going to do now, since I apparently was no longer a repo man. What I did say is that everyone was welcome to head over to Kalkaska for a wake in Miltâs honor at the Black Bear.
Kermit came up to me to thank me for my words. As always with Kermit, there was an awkwardness between us, even under these circumstances. I told him how sorry I was, stumbled a little through the words untimely, premature accident, not sure what youâre supposed to say to the nephew of a man who likely took his own life.
âWell, not premature,â Kermit murmured sadly. âUncle Milt had cancer. It had recently metabolized to his liver.â
âI had no idea,â I replied, shocked.
âHe wanted it kept a secret.â
I looked involuntarily at the casket, oddly hurt Milt hadnât confided in me about his illness. Kermit followed my gaze. âIs that why itâs closed?â I asked him.
I instantly regretted asking such a unfeeling question. Kermit shook his head. âNo. Actually, he was impounded. The lid is down because heâs not in there.â
âImpounded?â I responded, baffled.
âYeah. We thought the sheriff wasnât going to be investigatory, so we scheduled this as soon as possible. By the time we found out the law wanted to look into things, the onens were routed.â He saw me go blank at the unfamiliar word. âItâs a Jewish thing, it means family of the dead. Uncle Miltâs relatives. Theyâre all here. But they donât know that my uncle ⦠isnât.â
âThatâs got to be really hard, Kermit,â I said inadequately.
I wanted to say more, but Kermit was looking over my shoulder. âI think she wants to talk to you,â he said, withdrawing politely as I turned and saw Marget coming at me. I froze in place, steeling myself. âHello, Marget,â I said in a tone softened to suit the circumstances.
âHello, Ruddy. How is my daughter?â
âKatieâs doing well. She started a new job as a receptionist in a real estate office. Same one that Alan worked in. And she took the test, the one to get her license to sell property. We havenât yet heard if she passed.â
Margetâs eyes fluttered a little. Marget was still married to Alan when he died. âI didnât know that,â she replied quietly. âWell. How are the wedding plans going?â
âFine,â I said. They werenât fine, actually, but Katie wouldnât want me talking about that with anyone, especially her mother.
âHave you sent invitations?â
âNot yet.â
She nodded. Her eyes wanted to ask me if she would be receiving one, but I knew she dreaded the answer.
âWell, I should get to the Black Bear,â I said formally. âFree drinks, I imagine weâll be busy. Thank you for the way you took care of Milt.â
âRuddy. Can you talk to her? She wonât return my phone calls.â
âShe doesnât want to speak to you.â
âSheâs my daughter,â Marget said in quiet anguish.
âMarget. You murdered her father.â
She blinked at my words. She was the type of person who could look at you with warm sympathy, but I always knew there was something much tougher in there, and I could see it in her icy expression now. âThere was an investigation. There were no charges. The D.A. said there was no evidence,â she hissed.
âThat doesnât change what happened.â
My soon-to-be mother-in-law glared at me. âI would think that you of all people would understand.â
âNo. Itâs not the same. What I did was an accident, Marget.â
âIt is the same. I had nothing to do with what happened to Alan. They did it.â
I regarded her outraged expression, waiting for